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Sunday, March 27, 2005

LOL. it will be another 2 more days before i leave to Genting and oso another 2 more days before i actually escape from my personal prob. oh well. lets all pray tat it will turn out fine. ((: aniwae. i think i am going shoppin later with my mum. been like.. weeks since i last went out and shop with her. only toa payoh. but i know it will be fun =P hahah. i really haf no idea wad to type now. hahah. but i haf gotta be faithful to this blog. i dun wan it to be like my old blog. it passes away. sad case rite? haha.

" find someone who loves u more den u love him." tat is the phrase i suppose most people will agree yea? but.. i realli wonder if this is true. i mean. as in.. if tat guy love u more den u love him. wun u be like.. uninterested in the relationship and take him for granted? i think i am in this kinda relationship now. it is kinda sad. honestly. it is very sad. i can easily say " love ya" "miss ya" "muacks" to everyone. every single fren out there. but i just cant bring myself to say these words to him. i just cant. i find it very.. unlike me. i find it a chore to actually go on dates with him. if given a choice. i would rather stay home and rot. i find it frightening to be with him at night. i am afraid of his kisses. i dun like it. i avoid it. i cant help it. i dun think he is the right choice for me. i think i should remain single. i think i will.
"Love at first sight" relationships will never last. and i agree totally with this sentence. i suspect tat it was my sudden likin of someone tat will make me agree to the relationship and will make me regret after tat. it is no wonder why i actually not wan to be in a relationship after knowin the person real well. i admit. i get tired of things easily. and i suppose tat includes people too. and tat is real bad. it is not good at all. why am i always like that? i look at people who can be in relationships for years and years. whereas if i can last for like 2 months. it is already a blessing.
i know i am evil. to actually be in this relationship and backin off now. but i dun wan to continue lying to myself and him. it is torturing the both of us. i dun love him. i think i just like him. we just started and by sayin love. i get frightened. i am frightened of the 3 words. i dun like the 3 words. i am just so weird.
woahh. i din know i wrote so much already. sudden emotions i suppose. please remind me not to get into relationships animore. please. thanks..

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