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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

read the letters he sent to me via email. realised it was sweet. but i dont think i wan to turn back and get myself into the same relationship. i might hurt him again. actually. i think i will. right now. i am prepared to talk to him. but i dont have the guts. guess i should just wait for him to talk to me. i just want to be friends. good friends. i dont want to lose a friend like him. he is nice to talk to. yea. i like his voice. but i doubt we will have conversations anymore. i doubt. i wonder if we will ever be friends again.

read someone's blog. just some words frm my heart. (no offence) first. you did not tried to salvage anything at all. you didnt change. you were still the same. you said you have changed. but you didnt. think back. since when did you ever changed. and we dont hate you.

went for tuition a few hours ago. my first 2 students. aloysius and caryn. i think it is spelt like that. cute. but kind of weird. yea. hope i can get them to excel in their studies. caryn look so much like my auntie's sister's daughter. clone. haha. will be going back on thurs. kind of sian. but i have to endure. tiring. going to distribute flyers a few hrs later. why am i so in need of money. and the pay isnt that good either. *yawns*

i really sometimes wonder why people love to either say their relationship is going damn superduper well whilst some just keep complaining. i mean. whats there to say? and of all places you publish it on friendster. gawd. get a life. if you are in such pain when you are in a relationship. why not end it. at least you saved yourself from more misery. and if your relationship is going OH-SO-WELL, go publish it on the news yea? wadever. argh. whats wrong with me. having this HATE-EVERYTHING-YOU-SEE syndrome. fine. maybe pms. get over with it. hell yea.

jazz it up baby.
4:14 PM

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