i did the project till 5.30am this morning and slept for 1 and a half hour. i didnt even think i could do that.. i mean finish by 6 hrs. felt so tired, sick and everything bad you can think of right now.

went to school. had this huge stomachache. rushed up to the toilet to wash my face and i felt like vomitting. argh.

consulted jLo bout the work i had done and ended up crying instead. i just cant control my tears. the moment he shook his head and said it was wrong. tears started to flow out. i had to rush to the toilet. yanyi and steph came but i didnt have the mood to tell them what happen. i dont even know what happen you see.

went back and jLo talked to me. he was nice. real nice. he told me to take things slow.. and made me laugh. so there i was, laughing and crying at the same time. and he found it amusing lor!! haha. funny guy. he told me not to cry, cos it seems like he is sexually harrassing me or smth. he is cute la. he really made me felt a lot better.

did the discussion with addison group. woah. fierce competition. i mean, by just listening to how terence control the entire group.. i duno. kind of arrogant. to me la. maybe he speaks from experience.. but argh. dont want to think about it.

stayed back to do the SWOT thing.. packed food up and jLo said he wanted potato salad. he added he didnt want it salty and i was like "HUH?" he actually meant that he does not want my tears to drop inside his food, causing it to be salty.. wah lau.. so lame right?

got to see him.. but he doesnt seem to notice me. oh well. shall try not to bother too much about it. he is online now.. but we are not talking. i dont want to make the first move anymore. it is so.. disheartening. Life's like that.

finished SWOT during graphic comm. and ended up not listening to anything he said. must have tuition on it liao. went orchard with liting and my cousin. walked with my cousin from Tangs to PS.. To Funan. wanted to get the laptop slidecase but cant find the right size for my laptop. so we took a bus to PS.. but we dropped at the wrong stop.. so we had to walk again.. den we took a bus to Far East. shopped a little. my cousin bought a top from a shop that is sooo good at bootlicking and cheating people money. think he will explain it in his blog la. so go read his. haha.

i am tired! saw my "shuai ge" neighbour on the bus with his gf. lol. i no chance liao!! HaHAHAHAHA.. chey who wants him! haha. i only want "grow,love,enjoy,nurture"