life is just so life-feey. just when you are down about something, something exciting happens right in front of you.
okaayy. so i was pretty unhappy bout the one week no contact at all thing and it sooo happened that my sec. sch teacher came up to me over msn and said...

SHE IS GETTING MARRIED!!!
TO MY OTHER TEACHER!!!

yippeee aye aye yippee yipppeee ayee!!
see! life is still sparing me from hell. i totally loveee weddings. happy happy occasion to celebrate!

bugis is boring. i want parkway. gimme back my parkway!!!!!

When it’s over, that's the time I fall in love again
is it over?

jazz it up baby.
12:29 AM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

i was ill the past few days. =(
actually i still am. lol.
leon had an eye infection on the left eye and the next day, my right eye joined the fun! woohoo...
then came along fever, flu, sore throat. what a happy family!

anw, work is getting better each day. i am learning so much new stuff and i seriously do look forward to weekends cos there will be phone promoters and leon.m1 to chat with! today's promoter was huili! haha. to think i heard her introducing herself as rui en. we got along pretty fine. she is nice. cant wait to work with her tmr! =)

worked @ ccb's workplace on friday! finally! that sotong was blur enough to forget all about dance and so in the end, she was late for 20 MINUTES!! >:( hahah. but i got used to it alr. work was fun! people there were nice! haha. i got to sit next to john ji and angelina who are funny and nice respectively. haha. singapore is such a freaking small world. angelina's brother was a senior in my school and she knows quite alot of them. can't wait to go back there to work. i hope they still needs me then.

dance was tiring cos i didnt sleep @ all on thursday night. but it was all good. i caught ccb playing with her toes while stretching. -.- like wth right? she is so silly. ohh, and the fake crunches are so damn obvious. haha.
had a heart to heart to her and i hope she is feeling so much better now. =) you know i love you right?

m1 job is ending soon! counting down 5 days! i need the money.
i miss everyone. YES EVERYONE.

PS. ERICA! what is wrong with your blog!!

jazz it up baby.
11:15 PM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

i finally spent time with mummy dearest today. (=
she was so sweet lah. called me to meet her ops our hse while i was on the way back. when she saw my hair, she was like, "my daughter is getting prettier!" in a "imma-proud-mama" tone. thats why i LOVE her so much.
talked to her bout the UAN thing and some other stuff and she gave pretty good advice. i'm glad i have a open-minded mama who would listen to me talk bout my love life and stuff like that.
it seems like once-in-a-blue-moon talks do help bring the relationship closer. ever since i worked for this m1 thingy, i haven been having dinners with my family.
I HEREBY PROMISE TO HAVE DINNER WITH THEM NEXT MONTH. AT LEAST TWICE A WEEK. =)
missing my daddy too. shall visit him in april too! hopefully i can get a 9-6 kind of job, instead of like 6-9 which i am working now. so weird timing lah.
out with dsg for lunch today and i visited her workplace! nice place with nice people. talked to her colleague on the bus journey to parkway. he is a super friendly guy. we talked quite alot bout his life and studies and everything.
somehow, i related lamb's story to him and he was like "your bf ah". the moment i heard that, i felt a pang in my heart. like seriously. such a weird feeling. and he is not the only one who said that to me alr.
ANYOHOW! ccb managed to get me a job on tues mon. which mean.. i am REALLY working a 12 hr shift on tues. morning 9-5 and night 6-9.
do bless me. (=

jazz it up baby.
12:23 AM

Friday, March 17, 2006

i coloured my hair today!!!!
meet me if you wanna see!
i love my hair colour!!!
i love the instructor!!
they are all so cheeky. hahaha.
after i dyed my hair, bout 3 of them wanted my number.
-.-
hahahha!! work was ultra boring today. =( really nobody @ all.
went supper-ing with the gang. =) finally prata prata!!
damn good~ yummy i love the bee hoon goreng. have been having supper since i worked from 6-9. i am growing fat. should stop myself from eating alr. starting from today!!
control me pls.
talked to leon and cher(my ccb. LOL) on the way back. cos bear went off to meet his girl. walked all the way back to old rosyth. old memories. had fun today! as usual. LOVES (=

i love my sec clique. hippo, cat, duck, worm, monkey, chicken!

MISSES,
Cherie

jazz it up baby.
2:49 AM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

LOVING each day though today sucked a little.
stupid m1 staff were giving me attitude. esp. that stupid man. like wth, i am helping you deal with customers. the least all of you could do was to say a simple "thank you". but nooooo, they think that i SHOULD do it for them. BH, it is NOT in my job scope and PAY.
anyways. went bugis-ing with cousin. couldn't meet up with cheryn. i am so sorry dear! we shall have quiet moments pubbing and stayovers real soon. do get a queen-sized bed! =P
met ting in town to look @ birks. my birks is going to be ordered soon and yay!! i am going to be in the birks club soon! met cher darling to look @ her new hair colour!! hahaha. she is going to be a blondiee later in the morning and i cant wait to have a blonde friend! i will have more blonde jokes to talk bout!!
solitair showdown is a addictive game. come online soon DSG and we shall play all night! =P i wanna go chijmes soon to see you. let's have a fling together! (youknwyouknw)

i'm gonna be a brunette soon.
watchout babes! brown is the new colour!
=P

Loving my babes and boys,
cheryl
cheryn
carrie
liting
bear
leon
ashley

jazz it up baby.
1:08 AM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

i shall attempt to blog since i bloody well cant seem to fall asleep even though i had this huge major headache.
work ytd was terrible. i was practically selling phones instead of webcams. but then again, i think phones sell faster. and since i dont earn commission on the webcams, i shall just sell phones for m1. so now.. ask me anything bout m1's plan or whatever and i think i should be able to answer your questions. SERIOUS.
went out for movie session with wenya on friday. watched pink panther which was damn funny but super lame. lol. after the movie, we went to this place in cine- galilee friends and guess who i saw! e1. the moment i saw him, i just turned and walked out. i think i was kind of like freaked out and unprepared for it. so i ended up not saying "hi" and sitting outside with my back turned towards him. i felt kind of bad.. but then again, he was with his girl. i didnt want to like.. have any awkward feelings or anything.
shopped around. WALKED like 10km in my heels. i swore my thighs were on the verge of cramping. really tired and aching. and i had dance after that somemore. i am like killing myself. dance was fun! we learned the hooker walk and how to seduce your man kind of stuff which might be of use next time. =P HAHAHAHAHA
hairshow today was a bummer. i didnt got in cos i was short. damnit. wasted my beauty sleep and everything. but then again, there is always what they call a blessing in disguise. pulled cher to the it show and we kind of like... tried finding it? so we followed the "crowd" and guess where we land ourselves at.....

SALE!! BRANDED SALE FAIR!!!

cher said that it was our instincts that brought us there. i think so too!! muhahaha =)
bought a A&F jacket, x:odus shoes and gap/old navy clothes for my lil angel. spent $83 in less than one hr. try beating that!
hahaha. retail therapy is good. just agree with me.

talked to him on friday night. was kind of disappointing to hear some of the stuffs he said. was he being insensitive or just.. plain knowingly said that? bleh. i dont wanna know.

cousin's hse now. might be going down to the it fair with him. but i am not sure if i have the stamina for it. lalala.
LATERS!!

oh ya. i will be working mon-sun @ parkway.
mon - fri 6-9
sat - sun 11-9
kind hearted souls do come down and have lunch and dinner with me.
cheryn is alr one of the sweet ones. =) yes dear?

jazz it up baby.
4:29 PM

Friday, March 10, 2006

i broke the promise!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA
i didnt even managed to last for a day. am i good or what!
cheryl darling was damn nice today to listen to me crap and everything. but she gave good advice too. didnt you darling?
we went around transferring money to different accounts to get what we wanted from sgst and sgmp. (=
i love it when we hang out together!!!
we were counting how much we spent today. horrendous. you dont wanna know.
bear's birthday celebration was a success. i think. we had indo food which is expensive, small portions but shiok! haha.
cher bought a doll- hanger thingy and we gave that to bear as his present. HE BELIEVED. haha. NAIVE bear. haha.
in fact, we got him a "LEE" jeans belt. not cheap. but it was limited edition and both cher and i think it super suits him. =) he likeeed it!
pool-ed @ lucky plaza. lol. was busy massaging cher and leon lah. stupid duo. daytona was GREAT fun!
first game: my heels got stucked in the foot thingy.
bear was the last cos he crashed and he could not catch up.
cher thought i was bear and crashed me. -.-
leon won!!!
second game: took off heels to play
cher crashed bear!
leon crashed cher! (LOL)
i crashed leon! (ROFL)
cher could not find us.
bear caught up with me
leon too!
i crashed leon AGAIN.
bear caught up
BUT I WON!!!! =)
life's good in daytona.

take care in there.
see you soon when you come out. i hope.


Do you ever ask about me
Do your friends still tell you what to do
Everytime the phone rings
Do you wish it was me callin' you
Do you feel the same
Or has time put out the flame
I miss you
Is everything ok?
i hope it is.

jazz it up baby.
12:39 AM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

work was quite boring. but the pay is good. i need to find a job on weekdays. pls get me one. (:

i haven been seeing my lil angel for ages. i am sooo excited in seeing her later. picking her up from school.

my life has basically been happening the same old stuffs. it has been looking for job, slacking @ home, staying up til 4am and sleeping in. the stuffs i have been thinking of are always the same. so bad that i think most of my friends are sick of me talking about the same old topic. i'm sorry =(

i have made a decision. i swore never to touch that topic anymore. i am going to close this chapter. only till the writer decides to continue writing another chapter will it then continue. till then, i shall put it away, somewhere far away from me. somewhere far, so that i will not have the urge to open it up again and start the whole emotional rollercoaster stuff.

haven been spending time with my family. things are getting way weird. i am changing. so fast.. that i, myself cannot believe. get me back to the old me.

why is it that each time i finally found what i wanted, i will pull myself further and further away from it?
why cant you just walk into my future?
this is bullshit. get over and done with..
take it slow. take it away. throw it into the ocean and pray that it will never come back to you.

jazz it up baby.
4:32 PM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

went over to darling cheryn house. my dim sum girl and i am hers. haha. took pictures like twoish and threeish in the morning. swweeetts! and yes, not to mention the anticlimax timer in her camera! LOL! as you can see, if you can make out what we are doing in some of the photos.. it says.. L.O.V.E.. cherynn! we should do a D.I.M S.U.M thingy next time. HEE.
loved the dessert, the kaypoing ard friendster and hearttalks with cherynn. we should do it again. hopefully soon. slept @ 5. hahaha. seriously wasted half a day sleeping in.

met cher dear for dance. dance was SEXAY today. body wave, body roll. woohhooo!

met bear for dinner and some hearttalks too. thanks bear. though you were like making fun of me half the time.. what you said do make sense. (whew) and yup! i will do what you said. (:

leon: dont be sooo sad alrdy. i know you can do it. (:

huiping hse tmr! hee! we are finally meeting up girl!


i want to play twister!

let's play a game..





called L.O.V.E.

jazz it up baby.
1:39 AM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

plans for tmr:
-job hunting!
-shop for some guy with cool car pressie (ting's friend)
-meet cheryn @chijmes
-might have a sleepover @ her house

so many things, so little time. actually.. i have alot of time. i need a job. like seriously now. i need to earn like.. around.. $1200? i need to clear off all the things i spent. see the whole list i made up in some entry last month? seriously.. i need the money.

the feeling is coming back. i need the strength to fight it all away!

jazz it up baby.
12:13 AM