wahahah. thanks ash!!! to update my blog for me!! hahaha. well i'm back!! u must be very happy rite? hahaha. aniwae. those 3 days.. were alrite.. nt too bad.. nt too good. hahaha. so many things happened durin these 3 days!!! and since i was the only one who is going to Genting for the first time. they all blamed me!! evil right?
ok. on the first day.. we left spore at 7am. den on the way up the slope.. at ard.. 1 plus or 2.. the bus broke down!!! and we got to wait for other buses to pick us up. so irritating.. and finally 2 buses came and we sat the second one. on my way up the bus. i din see the oil patches. and i actually slipped!! so diu lian!! and my whole family was laughin at me can!! bad right? hai. and my mum said it was a great way to say hi to the passengers on board.. bwg!!!
den at night... me my sis and my jiefu was in the hotel watchin tv.. when suddenly the bed started shakin! scary!! i became dizzy. very dizzy. it was scary scary scary.. den my mum came rushin back. askin us if we were alright. we wanted to switch hotel to move to a lower ground and check out the next day. but in the end. we changed our minds.
it was only the next day did we realised that indonesia was havin an earthquake. and it actually affected us!! i hope it will be the first and the last time i am feelin it. it is so unpleasant! ok. den the second day.. we went to the outdoor theme park. it was fun. nt bad.. though the ferris wheel was damn slow.. and the flyin thingy was damn scary. but it was fun! den me and my jiefu went to the water ride.. u know.. like wet and wild thing in escape.. and while waiting. the whole ride shut down. technical error they say. WL. den my jiefu say i damn suay. he damn bad right? aniwae. we waited awhile and it started again. we went to queue again and finally we sat. it was fun!! but.. after the 1st slide. it rained. and we haf to sit in the rain.. on the slow boat to the 2nd one. ok. maybe i am really tat jinx! argh.
now i'm back. feelin giddy again. no idea why. maybe i am tired. so i better go get some rest soon.

PS. ash i couldnt find anything nice there.. but i got u smth la.. hopefully u wil like it. ahaha. shall pass it to u sometime..=)

jazz it up baby.
4:23 PM

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

we are going to watch sound of music soon!!!!
ash =)

jazz it up baby.
8:29 PM

Monday, March 28, 2005

cherie woke up at 4am today!!to go GENTING!so lucky right.while i am in sgp having lects and tuts, cherie is playing in genting!!nvm i know she will get smt nice for me.
since it is my duty to take care of this blog, i am updating.
i am such a good caretaker. i'll update EVERYDAY!

3 more days till cher comes back!!
ashley =)

jazz it up baby.
6:00 PM

woohoo!! shall be going genting tmr!! time flies huh. ash is gonna take good care of this blog. and if she doesnt. pls do complain to me. hahahs. went to bishan just now to get " sound of music " tickets. guess how much.. $90.20!!! gawd. my life savings!! actually not that serious. but it is like $100!!! gotta save money le. aniwae.. i'm so excited!!! not onl do i get to watch the sound of music. but i am going genting!! hahah. ok i know it is only malaysia. but i haven been to m'sia since like.. lower pri? haha. pathetic rite?
ok. ash is doing smth real lame. shall not say it out here. cos we need to.. kip a low profile. hahahas. aniwae. i should sleep early today. got to wake up at like 4 tmr. AM mind u. nt PM. i hope chinyee got my msg and help me do the email-ing thingy. i hope everything turns out well. wish me lucks yea?

i just broke my vegetarian promise today. -.- i accidentaly ate a hotdog!! i forgot it was meat. until i ate halfway. zhiting told me. -.- well. i felt so guilty after that. i wonder if i am able to eat meat w/o feelin guilty..gawd.. somebody save me~~~~~~

oh ya. and i really need to lose weight and tone my body. gawd am i fat!

jazz it up baby.
12:44 PM

Sunday, March 27, 2005

LOL. it will be another 2 more days before i leave to Genting and oso another 2 more days before i actually escape from my personal prob. oh well. lets all pray tat it will turn out fine. ((: aniwae. i think i am going shoppin later with my mum. been like.. weeks since i last went out and shop with her. only toa payoh. but i know it will be fun =P hahah. i really haf no idea wad to type now. hahah. but i haf gotta be faithful to this blog. i dun wan it to be like my old blog. it passes away. sad case rite? haha.

" find someone who loves u more den u love him." tat is the phrase i suppose most people will agree yea? but.. i realli wonder if this is true. i mean. as in.. if tat guy love u more den u love him. wun u be like.. uninterested in the relationship and take him for granted? i think i am in this kinda relationship now. it is kinda sad. honestly. it is very sad. i can easily say " love ya" "miss ya" "muacks" to everyone. every single fren out there. but i just cant bring myself to say these words to him. i just cant. i find it very.. unlike me. i find it a chore to actually go on dates with him. if given a choice. i would rather stay home and rot. i find it frightening to be with him at night. i am afraid of his kisses. i dun like it. i avoid it. i cant help it. i dun think he is the right choice for me. i think i should remain single. i think i will.
"Love at first sight" relationships will never last. and i agree totally with this sentence. i suspect tat it was my sudden likin of someone tat will make me agree to the relationship and will make me regret after tat. it is no wonder why i actually not wan to be in a relationship after knowin the person real well. i admit. i get tired of things easily. and i suppose tat includes people too. and tat is real bad. it is not good at all. why am i always like that? i look at people who can be in relationships for years and years. whereas if i can last for like 2 months. it is already a blessing.
i know i am evil. to actually be in this relationship and backin off now. but i dun wan to continue lying to myself and him. it is torturing the both of us. i dun love him. i think i just like him. we just started and by sayin love. i get frightened. i am frightened of the 3 words. i dun like the 3 words. i am just so weird.
woahh. i din know i wrote so much already. sudden emotions i suppose. please remind me not to get into relationships animore. please. thanks..

jazz it up baby.
9:05 AM

Saturday, March 26, 2005

*yawn. such a boring day. ok.. this is my second entry for todae. kind of bored stayin at home. yet i dun feel like leaving the house. mum is askin me to meet her ops to haf my dinner. i guess i am too lazy to go out. but tat is not an excuse my mum will ever wanna hear. and worse still. the sound of music is on tv now! i wanna watch!!
gawd. i feel like going to the musical. but i need money. haha. aniwae. getting rather pissed off with my own personal problems now. went to nyp and np with zhiting and chin yee ytd. and after tat .. we went partyworld ktv. sang my heart out and dance my guts out. haha. just to forget bout it. but i guess i cant. cos the moment he called. all the problems came back to me.
told zhiting bout it on da bus. and we even wrote the letter out. but.. i also duno. i realli need to sort this thing out. i dun wan to continue being in this way. it is torturing me. somebody save me! how can i handle this thing well on my own? yet . i cant depend on the others. stoopid rite?
todae is like the 5th day tat i am into vegetarian. kinda sick of vegetarian food. but i still wan to " jian chi dao di". wish me lucks! haha. lame.

ash : thanks for the bloggie thing. everything and yea everything. ((:

jazz it up baby.
12:28 PM

wahahaha! i finally got a blog. AGAIN. and all thanks to ashley!! yea. tat shifuu of mine. who is ever so BHB. ahaha. oops!!! yea.. nice rite? and it is again shifuu's credits. hahah. even the name is her creation. wonders** hmm.. well shall enter another entry another time. not much mood now.. *yawns*

jazz it up baby.
10:10 AM