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Thursday, April 28, 2005

went tuition-ing again today. reached at.. bout.. 2.50pm and they thought that i was late. cos i was always half an hour early. haha. went to meet my mummy after that and yea, we had a cold war again. what's new man. haha. think it is settled now.
chatting with baldwin now. haha. he got this life plan spread out for me! how sweet. he already can see the future me! 10 yrs down the road. HAHA. well, and we made a pact. that 10 years from now. i will be a successful ladee! haha. and we will be friends for life!! haha. great friend huh? are you jealous? i bet you are!! haha.
ok. got to go help ash do her blog. weird right? she help me do mine, i help her to do hers? haha. she needs help. and i am not sure if i can help but.. yea. i shall try!

jazz it up baby.
2:21 PM

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

oh yeeaaa !! my blog is sooo greatttt right? hahaha. is it is it?!?!! comments!!! haha. thanks ash for helping me redo my blog!! oh well. guess you peeps could see that she was the one doing.. look at the clues she left behind!!! hahaa. stayed at my dad's place ytd and today. doubt i could stay long there, even though there are loads of food there!! *psstt. i was sleeping in a minimart.* haha!! so. u can imagine HOW MUCH food there is in there. ok. as i was saying. i couldnt stay long becos.. becos.. THERE IS NO WATER HEATER!! damn *brr* cold ok. i bathe like 11+ in the night. and came like shivering like a stupid.. wadever-you-can-think-of-now. after that sickening cold shower. i took a bottle of vodka from the fridge, got my dad to open it. and WALA!! my first vodka. i think it was my first. tasteee so much better den gin tonic. but oh well. i still love gin tonic! haha. drank the whole bottle. felt abit dizzy. i think it is caused by the lack of sleep and the power of alcohol. guess i am not really a good drinker. bleh. went to bed. but.. i cant help but listen to the orchestra. yeaa. their name? SNORES. lol. couldnt sleep much. but woke up at 6am in da morning. slept back again but not until i helped daddy serve the "morning superladies" (they work frm midnight to morning.) and so after i wake up, i ate lunch, served customers, do the cashier job, read storybook and left for home. thats bout it.
went to tuition today. haha. chit chatted more den teaching. couldnt help it! it is so fun talking to them. we talked from WW2 to karen carpenter to osama to bush to wadever you can think of. haha. they are such a bunch of curious little creatures. so cute!! haha. but i was so tired when i reached home. cooked dinner for myself. *poor lil human* and yea. here i am. haha.
-damn tired-

jazz it up baby.
1:45 PM

Monday, April 25, 2005

ok cherie cant update so i'm here AGAIN to help.
i helped her do the template again!!YAY!!i'm nice, but yea i'm lazy.
so cherie when u get online again u go do it nicely and touch it up here and there alright!
see ya soon girl, for FONDUE.
byebye!
love, ash

jazz it up baby.
8:52 PM

i'm writing this post at the risk of my computer committing sucide. by hanging.
well. went house seeking with my auntie and uncle today again. only this time. their parents came along too. went to some condo, think is called le crescendo or smth. it is nice. private lifts and everything. but hey. the price is nice too. so damnit expensive. and it isnt near the city or what lor. WTH. anyway. went to my popiah auntie stall. as usual. have been doing the same routine since.. 2 weeks ago. haha. i walked all the way to the market which was like 1 km away. ok. maybe not that bad. haha. but it was raining so i had to walk real slow. and guess what i was did there. i bought a lemon. haha. to go with our tea at the S11 coffee shop. LET ME TELL YOU SMTH. next time u guys wanna go S11 and drink their hot lemon tea.. please bring your own lemons and just order tea. cos they are so "niao". they put one pathetic thin slice of lemon and charge 20 cent for it. and why so expensive?
"lemons are costly now."
oh pls. what kind of excuse it that. how expensive could it be?
anyway. ate den proceeded to j8 with my mum. shopped awhile. den we kind of quarrelled cos of some stupid person. well. went home black-faced. k my face is already tanned enough. so u can imagine how black it was. haha. stayed at home. was testing my patience with this computer or rather, laptop here. cos well. i just explained. *look at the start of the entry*
mum came home later in the night. quarrelled again. argh. hate it. but it is ok now. anyway, found a blogskin already. gonna change this soon. so.. ya. hang on guys! and oh ya. i will be stayin over at my dad's. so dont expect me to update within these few days. actually, i think u are not expecting one also. haha. wadever.

jazz it up baby.
12:04 AM

Sunday, April 24, 2005

just got the information from my senior's blogs. guo lao shi is leaving skss. so.. this blog is dedicated to him. although he will not have the chance to read.

Guo lao shi!
thank you for all the years you have spent with us. you struggled with us throughout the past 6 yrs plus. you believed in us when many others dont. you gave up some many good schools. schools that were so much better than us. just to make sure we can do it! you cheered with us. you cried with us. so many times you said that you were leaving. i couldnt even count. but each time you couldnt bear to do so. afterall, we have bonded so well with you. you even sided with us when the stupid kong ba bao (teacher in charge) scolded us. you were always there for us. though there were times when you scolded us real badly that some of us hated u. but it was not for long. as the chinese saying goes " da shi teng, ma shi ai ". we knew how hard it was to actually try to tame us. afterall we are a neighbourhood school and we are one of the schools with notorious students. having said all these words. i realised i miss you alot. i really do. when will i ever see you again? although we dont talk very often. but i am glad that you remembered me despite the many students you have taught. YOU ARE THE BEST. truely the best. if it wasnt you, i wouldnt have stayed in skyco. i would have quit long ago. i wouldnt have to look at the stupid ba bao face. but becos of you. i stayed. i remained. i still have the passion for co. thinkin back. i used to laugh at my co friends. but it wasnt until they told me what a great teacher you are.
although i am not close to you like some of my seniors. i am glad i was once part of your life. and you know what? you will always be part of my life. =)) if i could adapt to jc life. i will surely stay in mjc just becos you are the conductor there. i'm sorry i cant. really i am. i miss you.

jazz it up baby.
8:28 AM

Saturday, April 23, 2005

went ktv-ing with 3 crazy girls today. all the way to woodlands you know! haha. but it was fun! we created a new group!! ok lame. but FUNNY!!! let me introduce to you the group!!
WE ARE CALLED ENER-JI! (taken from group energy) remember to end the JI with a finger pointing to the sky. haha. and JI btw. is chicken in chinese. haha.
let me introduce the members to you!!!

first up.......
THE GROUP LEADER! and also the "fei zhu". JOYCE!!! aka DAO-NI (supposed to be milk in energy)

next......
the "lead" singer. who claims she is the best singer among us. which obv. isnt the truth. and the one who created this chicken group name. WENYA!!! aka AH-MEI (supposed to be Ah-di in energy)

third...
the blurest of us all. who always act gong. hmm. hahas. CHIN YEE!!! aka KUN-BISH (supposed to be kunda in energy)

Lastly...
the always go high on her own. have no choice but to have the last member's name. and who thought of the names for them. *except dao ni which was thought by ah mei. ME!!! aka SHU-BA (supposed to be shu wei in energy)

LOL. are we cool or cool. yaya. cool it. dont come rushing to us when u see us on the street. we dont entertain fans. lol. afterall.. we are ENER-JI!! BOOM!! haha.

oh ya. skss got silver!! not bad le ok!! ahaha.. nearly lost my hp ytd. thank god i found it. *whew*

i wrote this entry 3 times. it was supposed to be filled with other details. but too bad my comp keep hanging. hate it man. argh..

jazz it up baby.
1:12 PM

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

woke up this morning by the stupid renovation thing. argh. cant have a good night sleep!! switched on my hp and loads of sms came flowing in. lol. first was a good night msg by aiting. followed by joyce who had lost her hp to some stupid idotic itchy fingers boys. and lastly, ash. actually not alot right? haha!!
went to visit my grandma at my da gu's house. spent like 4 hours there. talked and played with the kids. haha. heather, my cousin's eldest daughter, insisted that i had to feed her. haha! so cute right? fed her and i rushed off to my tuition. THIS WAS THE WORST TUITION SESSION EVER!! both were irritating me lor!! wth. i nearly fainted. actually. i nearly JUMPED off the building. haha. aniwae. i was glad it was over. haha!! ok.. thats about it..
THATS ALL FOLKS!!

PS: chinyee.. we are going our on friday right?

jazz it up baby.
10:03 PM

16th April 2005
SOUND OF MUSIC ROCKS! BIG TIME!!! GO WATCH IT!! but i doubt you can get tickets now. HA HA HA. ok. that sounded real mean.. but it is NICE!! omgawd! i love it to bits!
ok. aniwae. before sound of music. i was actually in ngee ann poly for the matriculation. and i actually forget. FORGET to bring my photo-copied bank book and so.. i have to go back again. wth. stupid right? the matriculation went very fast. and i actually went to the exact same 3 counters as joyce! such a conicidence !! ok. den i spent like 2 hrs around the laptop area!! 2 HOURS! haha. think the acer guy knows me well already. but i dont mind. he is cute! haha. oops! ok. managed to get a laptop. waited for my mum's friend to pay part of it for me while i paid the other half. and i had to rush to meet ash at cityhall mrt. luckily i wasnt that late. only a few minutes. *whew* walked to esplanade and we ate chocolate fondue at haagen daz. it was YUMMY DELICIOUS! go try!! ok. i dropped the fork or smth liddat on the floor and it broke. but it wasnt my fault!! the fork was faulty ok! i am still civilised. not uncivilised ASH! then. we rushed to visit the super nice toilets. wahaha. den we rushed to watch the sound of music. actually.. we were very very early. lol. and i actually had time to visit the toilet.. like. ehh.. 4 times? lol. gretel was cute! very cute!! the singing was wonderful~ i'm sixteen going on seventeen~ la la la la.. haha!! there was this chinese subtitle thingy above the stage. and it was damn funny to read it. imagine do re mi fa. and they actually changed it to chinese. haha. so cheena!!
after the wonderful show. we walked to some ulu ulu place, reached lau pa sat, walked back to fullerton hotel. den to boat quay.. lastly to clarke quay. found ash's father's restuarant.. Fish Tales and ate supper there! delicious! and EXPENSIVE. the mushroom soup is like .. all mushroom. hardly any soup. so YUMMY!! but i doubt i can afford it. haha!! anyway. ash's daddy fetched us back to the house.. and WOW. i am in ash's house. haha. slept in the basement. took alot of stupid photos. i shall try to learn how to upload the pics. maybe i should ask ash to do it for me. haha!! aniwae. if u want to see it. go visit ash's blog. went to parkway. and played a fool in the changing room. we tried on some tube dresses. lol. they look sooo nice. but i cant upload it. haha. ash dont allow!! why? ask her!! haha.
went over to chinyee's house to watch spongebobsquarepants dvd~ it is soo stupid.. sooo lame.. soooo cold.. but sooooo nice.. haha! had fun there.. den i rushed home to meet my mama for dinner. thats about it. and guess wad? i spent 2 days writing this entry. WHY? cos my computer keep on hanging. so irritating..

17th April 2005
ok.. i went with my mum, auntie and uncle today. we went to visit all the condos in sgp again. haha. actually only 3. haha!! but alot le right? there is one i really love now! The Duchess! the name is already sooo. WOW! but so expensive! and it is behind hcjc! haha. so cool right? i doubt i can even afford the studio apartment lor! and u know what? the pent house.. is very very BEAUTIFUL! the pent house is covered with water! hao mei li ah!!! haha! then we went to the botanica gardens for dinner. haha!! weird right? the food was good! i envy the SMU people. they get to eat it everyday. haha!!

18th April 2005
ok. this is today. haha. went back to ngee ann poly just to return the stupid giro thing. and i met a guy on the way. haha. i always bump into some stupid thingy in np. anyway. this guy is frm tchs and is going to study some business course in np. he is not very good looking. but is cute! and has good manners. well. maybe first impression. haha. didnt get his name though. den i went to my new tuition house. the 2 girls are so cute. xin min and xin hui. lol. they got another sister called xin jie. but i think she is still a baby. haha. went to have dinner with my mum. and ya. here i am. *whew* i finally got to finish everything within today. woohoo! great!!

jazz it up baby.
11:42 AM

Thursday, April 14, 2005

ok.. has been maybe.. 2-3 days since i last updated. guess what! i highlighted my hair. it was supposed to be purple. but i have no idea why it turned out to be red instead. weird. aniwae. i went to look at cars with my mum and sis on.. monday.. yea. and chevrolet aveo5 is soooo nice can!! beautiful.. and so is the price. haha. fell in love with it right away. haha.
went down to ngee ann poly today with joyce for her matriculation. saw 2 guys going there too on the bus. and one of them was cute. wahahahas. aniwae. the procedure was fast. and we spent a long time looking at laptops. haha. cool. slick. expensive. think i really have no experience in choosing a good one for my course. aniwae. after that me and joyce went to bukit panjang. ate jack's place student's meal. lol. i treated her. for accompanying me through my bad times. lol. right joyce? den we walked around and we left for queensway shoppin centre. kept on arguin along the way. she is so irritating. lol. joyce. bu yao re wo worh! haha. had so much fun today though it was only 2 of us. i enjoyed it so much!!! haha. thanks alot joyce!! my true bestie!!
ok.. actually i dont think i have much to write animore. shall update another day.. =) see ya guys!!

jazz it up baby.
12:06 PM

Monday, April 11, 2005

woohoo. my sis came home today. and ash is back in sgp today! haha. ok. watched the nkf show just now. so damn.. err. i have like no idea how to describe. 5566 and cyndi. they were like.. argh. i'm so pissed off with them!! cant they like sing live for once?!!!! irritating leh!! like.. i know your live singing isnt good but shouldnt you like.. do it for charity? SHOULDNT YOU? ok. i think i am a little crazy. now.. my stupid sis is hovering me like some stupid eagle. ok. she wants to be a UFO. see how crazy she is? must be her fault that i turn out like that. should take a pic of her doing whatever she is doing now and upload it. now she is shaking her butt. WAHAHAHAHAS! crazy lame dumb her.
ok. back to nkf. thanks to her interuption. LEE SHENG JIE IS SO SHUAI CAN!! i mean his singing. not his looks. HE IS SINGING LIVE! woohoo. and it is so itchiban!! haha. love his voice!! haha. aniwae. he is great. wu yue tian too. though their singing were like.. *ahem* but they sing live. haha. didnt really pay much attention to the show cos my sis and i were busy doing the ngee ann poly stuffs. lucky she is here to help me. lol. ok. i got to go and hang the clothes now. SEE YA!!!!

jazz it up baby.
2:12 PM

Saturday, April 09, 2005

yoohoo. woke up at 8 am today. got to go to some temple to pray to my grandparents and great grandma. only my mum, my aunt, my uncle and me went. luckily there wasnt any crowd. so it was easy for us to finish fast!! and NO TEARS for me this year!! haha. great!! den after prayin. my uncle wanted to eat prata. so we actually went round and round the entire place just to find a parkin lot. haha. and yupp we finally ate prata. haha. cute right? after eating. we went to some condo. err citiquare or something like that. IT IS BEAUTIFUL! but it can only be ready in 2009. and.. it is very near little india. and i mean. VERY NEAR. so not much chinese there. not that we are racist. but. i think it will be kinda weird. BUT IT IS A NICE PLACE! very fang bian. farrer park mrt is like 5 mins walk. and there is bowling alley in the condo. gosh. i fell in love with it right away. lol. den we went to amk. to meet my other auntie. and to eat her popiah. haha. delicious!! talked for like 3 hrs. and my uncle recommended me a tuition job. in bukit timah!! so far right? but hopefully the pay is good. and is near ngee ann!! so after school i can actually pop by the house for tuition. i'm going to call tmr. my mum forced me. haha. great.
after that, i went for my very first cheap facial. haha. think i am going to have a breakout soon. but the feeling is sooo nice. so relaxing. though i was topless and it was weird. haha. $8 only. cheap right. too bad it is trial only. aniwae. ate my dinner.. and yar. here i am. at home. haha. it is great to be home. woohoo.
JIE IS COMING HOME TOMORROW!! so happy. i miss paige so much!!!!! yea!!!

jazz it up baby.
9:33 PM

gosh. i realised my computer is damn lag. or maybe the internet. i cant see my friend's blog entries unless i refreshed twice. -.- irritating!!! cant stand it. how am i suppose to use this comp for my future studies. argh. wadever. shall deal with it another time.
i watched house of fury today. went out with lirong and joyce today. had a treat frm lirong. haha. so nice right? LIRONG. should do that more often. TREAT me more often. haha. aniwaes.. the show was G R E A T !!! should watch it. got my idols. Anthony and Daniel. HAHA. had fun. keep having stupid quarrels with joyce. haha. and lirong have to tahan it. haha poor her!!
watchin the channel 8 show now. chen hanwei acting is so LI HAI!! make me hate him so much. haha. ok. nothing much to blog. i'm bored.. damn bored.

jazz it up baby.
1:00 PM

Friday, April 08, 2005

ok. my previous previous entry was not being sarcastic or hurtful. i said no offence right. and we really do not and i repeat that DO NOT hate you. please mind your words when you say WE CLAIMED. yes. and thank you for answering my question on hps during our cold war. thank you. i appreciated that. i really do. honestly. we were both close since young. and somehow. ur problems got us closer. i understand that during that time. i was the only person you could confide in. i truely understood it. i went out with you too. not once only ok. more than once. i listened to your problems. i gave you advice. but you obviously didnt accepted it. i had a hard time trying to make you understand. which until now. i have no idea whether you fully understood what i was trying to tell you in the past.

ok. then you started to ask me out quite alot. and i admit i rejected most of the time. i was preparing for my Os. i was really very worried bout' it mind you. REALLY worried. i wanted so badly to get into my dream course. because of the stupid school remedials and SSP. i hardly have time to spend with my sis. who was pregnant. she needs me around. and i couldnt spend enough time with her. you of all people should know how much i treasure my family ties. how i love spending time with my family. but u didnt understand me at all. i had my own family problems then. lots of it. and who was there for me when i needed someone? noone. i had to face it on my own. i couldnt possibly tell my family too. and i didnt tell my friends.

we quarrelled and we reconciled many times. and i did tried to make up with you many times. but many times. because i didnt have time to go out with you. you flared your temper at me. i had no idea why you did that to me when i thought you will understand. it was hurtful. very hurtful. i didnt like it. we had many clashes. i hate those clashes. the words you used to scold me. hurt me deeply. i cried after every quarrel we had. no. i am not trying to be pitiful. i just thought i should tell you the truth. we made up after each quarrel. but there is one that i will never forget. the last quarrel we had that until now have not been resolved. i couldnt believe my eyes when you said : "cousins? PUI we are not even friends" the word "PUI" is too much for me to take. you despised me. you showed it out.
like what you said. "wounds may heal but a scar will always be there" i agree. those few words that you told me will always be a scar. i will never forget. never. and yar. before i forget. spend more time with your parents. and share things with them too. they love you alot. every outsider will be able to see their love for you. appreciate it. being in a relationship doesnt mean the whole world. relationship sucks. singlehood rocks. family ties rules. open up more to people. get to know more different friends. it wil do you good. hopefully your 2 yrs in hcjc will be great. ((:
if you think what i just wrote was sarcastic and hurtful. i'm sorry. i didnt mean to write in this way. it was meant to be a harmless entry. a reply to you. tekcare (:



got my NP enrollment package today. chimology. dont understand. shall consult more ppl. *yawns* tuition was alright. but i was getting irritated when caryn keep on asking irrelevent questions. even alyosious was irritated. hopefully she will change. i think she is getting too dependant on me. sharks.

jazz it up baby.
3:34 PM

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

woke up at 3pm todae!! break record. supposed to go distribute flyers with joyce and wenya. but when i woke up at 9 plus. i got this terrible + horrible + vegetable headache. felt so giddy when i stood up. bleh. msged them to say i couldnt go. and i felt right to sleep again. i must be damn tired man.
good news for the day!!! i am going to have a haircut soon!! on monday!! my mum took the day off so she could bring me go! actually i think she wants to colour her hair too. haha. well. better than nothing. hopefully she wil pay for mine too!!! wahahahas.
aniwae. i finally managed to do the problem sum. stupid. it is so easy. when i use algebra. but how am i going to teach that pri 6 boy!! gosh!! got to think of a SIMPLE way to teach. yawn. and tmr is the day.
watchin happy tree friends now. damn bo liao. so lame.. and violent. wadever. shall update another time.

jazz it up baby.
5:41 PM

read the letters he sent to me via email. realised it was sweet. but i dont think i wan to turn back and get myself into the same relationship. i might hurt him again. actually. i think i will. right now. i am prepared to talk to him. but i dont have the guts. guess i should just wait for him to talk to me. i just want to be friends. good friends. i dont want to lose a friend like him. he is nice to talk to. yea. i like his voice. but i doubt we will have conversations anymore. i doubt. i wonder if we will ever be friends again.



read someone's blog. just some words frm my heart. (no offence) first. you did not tried to salvage anything at all. you didnt change. you were still the same. you said you have changed. but you didnt. think back. since when did you ever changed. and we dont hate you.



went for tuition a few hours ago. my first 2 students. aloysius and caryn. i think it is spelt like that. cute. but kind of weird. yea. hope i can get them to excel in their studies. caryn look so much like my auntie's sister's daughter. clone. haha. will be going back on thurs. kind of sian. but i have to endure. tiring. going to distribute flyers a few hrs later. why am i so in need of money. and the pay isnt that good either. *yawns*



i really sometimes wonder why people love to either say their relationship is going damn superduper well whilst some just keep complaining. i mean. whats there to say? and of all places you publish it on friendster. gawd. get a life. if you are in such pain when you are in a relationship. why not end it. at least you saved yourself from more misery. and if your relationship is going OH-SO-WELL, go publish it on the news yea? wadever. argh. whats wrong with me. having this HATE-EVERYTHING-YOU-SEE syndrome. fine. maybe pms. get over with it. hell yea.

jazz it up baby.
4:14 PM

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

gosh. i am a tuition teacher now. and i am 20 yrs old with a diploma in my records. and i have 2 years of experience in teaching. what shit. gawd! how am i suppose to lie to the parent. i feel so bad. but i need to earn money. hopefully the 2 kids can score well and i can gain the parents' trust. yea. hopefully. going to the house tonight . yupp. scary.. argh. well aniwaes. went to hougang mall yesterday with joyce. she accompanied me through my lunch. it was a pretty long lunch. imagine havin someone talkin to you on the phone for like half an hr. nono. not joyce. but the tuition centre. damn naggy! BTH! then i waited for xian at HM. sat through with her , ting ting and sabrina. though i dont really know them that well. they were alright. they got their enrollment package already. so fast. and they had to go for xray. i will need it too. soon. well. went home first with xian cos she was tired. and yar here i am now. ate bread for dinner. haha. pretty cheap dinner. save money. budget budget. haha. talked to my sis on the phone for like 2 hrs plus. pro right? it has been like a week since i saw her. so long already. and i miss paige. that lil devil. ahas. yea. that's all. (:


i cried and i told u. "fairytales are a bunch of lies. u can never be my prince."
how i wish u would say. "that actually from the moment i said i love you.
the entire sky above you lit up. that you are willing to be the angel i love in those fairytales. to spread out your hands and turn it into wings to protect me. that i must believe in you. believe that we will be like what happened in fairytales. happy and blessed we will be. that will be our ending. together we write a beautiful fairytale."


how i truely wish.

jazz it up baby.
3:19 PM

Monday, April 04, 2005

rotting at home again as usual. i thought my mum would bring me to toa payoh. but in the end she made me do the housework until now. *panting* haha. well. can lose weight. hey! housework is a form of exercise!! haha. oh well. comforting myself again. aniwaes. yesterday i went out with sclub5 plus mao and yvonne(no idea why she came with us oso). ok we agreed to meet at 5 pm. in orchard mrt. and guess wad. at 5.. only me, joyce and wenya was there.. and mao called to say he was in tjc and will reach around 6. xian said she was reachin.. chin yee.. well after pestering her.. she said she was still waiting for a bus to go to sk mrt.!! argh.. ok. well mao reached first at 6 plus. followed by xian.. and chin yee the last. haha. i swore wenya could have killed them then and there!! haha. but we all laughed it off. rite wenya? ahaaha. had loads of fun jokin with each other. den mao had this stupid idea. to go clarke quay. and we actually went there to stone. after which we went to esplanade and to citylink. sat around the pacific coffee. and ate some food before leavin to the mrt. haha. so much for gathering. we should actually plan where are we going first before we actually go out next time. hahas. wenya and mao are like the funniest bunch of people.. who will forever make me go HIGH HIGH INTO THE SKY each time we go out. you guys are great!! keep it up!! haha. nothing much to write already. yea. tats for now..

i wan to go ktv and seoul garden !!! chinyee!!!!!!! quick plan!!!! hahaha..

jazz it up baby.
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