i'm damn freaking pissed off with the construction work happening above my home. i was supposed to wake up at 11am. but nooo, they woke me up at 9am !!! i was super tired and finally i THOUGHT i could have a good sleep. AND THIS #$%^&%$#@@ thing got to happen to me. damn.
anw, ate my new cereal! (banananut) nice nice! been eating alot of bananas lately. watched a little teevee. and off to school!
speechcomm was alright today. i finally understood a little bit more about phonetics. damn i should have learned it the moment i speak the first word of English.
"English is a bastard language" quote from my lecturer. i totally agree. bahh!!
ANYOHOW. i wasnt in a mood for fun today. was really tired. met up with bear and cher in town! bear needed to shop for his mum's pressie. and we actually got it in like less than 20 mins! can you believe it? went to pepper lunch or smth for dinner. (i am so bad at names) it was great!!
we each took turns to take the multi shot thing from bear's phone. hahah!! bear's face NEVER change lor. MONO. hahah!! so fun lah! they made my day ((: LOVE!
did a little window shopping (act. not little. practically for like 3 hrs plus) haha! and bear reminded me that i haven gotten him a birthday pressie!! i cannot BELIEVE it. i actually rmb giving him a christmas pressie but forgot his birthday!!! silly me!
i wanna get topshop plain jersey top! anyone wanna get one with me? (can get 20% off. which means each of us only have to fork out $14.40! i know i am cheapskate. but hey! i need to save money okay!! LOL)

i seriously need more than 24 hrs. i need a whole day to replenish my sleep!

jazz it up baby.
12:24 AM

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

weeeooohhh. just finished my speech comm. the phonetics were killing me lah. did it with jie. and she was annoyed by my "oohhhh" "awwwww" "ahhhhh" "eeeeeeeeee" hahahhaa!!!!
glad she accompanied me through my "darkest storm". went s'goon gardens for dinner. haha. ate alot again as usual. cos i only had wholemeal bread with cheese for lunch (homemade mind you!) well, i had fun until i came home and went online to print notes and do my assignment.
DAMN. things got to take a turn. the stupid website didnt function suddenly. just when i needed it the most. and people who didnt usually chat with me came chatting with me only to ask me questions about school work. so ya. now i am important huh.
anw!! i had been a super BLUR girl today lah! i went for socpsyh lecture after writcomm only to discover that my pencil case was missing!!! i panicked. cos i had my thumbdrive and minidisc in it. so i ran out looking for it. but the LT was locked. damn right? so i squirmed in my seat during socpsyh lecture and once it was 11, (lecture ends at 12) i rushed out again. this time, the LT was open!!!! but noone was inside and it was real spooky!! the door wouldnt open till i like tugged it a few times. and when i managed to get a super sweet cleaner auntie to accompany me. the LT locked itself by itself!!!! FREAKY! anw i rushed like siao to the admin office and this kind lady accompanied me down again to check but there wasnt any trace of my darling pencil case! so i rushed down to my FMS building. but NO HOPE. called jie and cried. it was then carrie dear called me and told me
"CHERIE AHH!!! YOU WERE SITTING ON YOUR PENCIL CASE ALL ALONG LAH!!! SILLY GIRL!!"
HAHAHAH!!! i was like OVERJOYED plus ASHAMED lah. hahaha. rushed back to collect it. DUMB DILLY DUMB ME.
i have been easily pissed off these few weeks. i have not enough sleep. i need my sleep. i need my life back. i need my motivation to survive. i have to like lay in bed for more than an hour before i can sleep.
bought banana nut cereal!! cant wait to eat it for lunch tmr so i can save my moneyy!!!
thanks carrie dear for your banana cake treat! it was rrrreeaall sweet! MUAH!!

jazz it up baby.
12:22 AM

Monday, November 28, 2005

reading: " the THIRD time he left me - Sarah Harris
reading: "human communication - Devito
i should be sleeping by now cos i have to wake up at 6am. but noooo. i am blogging.
read "Just like Heaven" yesterday and i finished the book by today. interesting novel. but i was disappointed to learn that the movie was totally different from the book! damnit.
was supposed to go EXPO with cheryl, leon and bear. but cher's granny fell down at the last min. luckily she is alright. i was worried. really i was. cos i have been through it before. thank god she is alright. poor cheryl got so worried.
went funan with mummy to get printer ink. freaking expensive lah. mummy got a thumbdrive and i am going to teach her how to use it. haha! super cute right? i really love her to bits lah. anw, funan A MARK (forgot which level. but i know it is near the toilet) sells super cheap stuff! go check it out! the people there are nice too! =))
ate alot lah. ever since i woke up in the afternoon. LOL. went s'goon gardens with family after shopping in funan. this super nice place with good ambience! must drag all my friends there one day. really very nice place to chit chat and everything. (cheryn, ur gang shld go there. very chill-ing place) great service too! *thumbs up*
week 5 begins next week. aww man. time flies lah! christmas is coming! grandma and mummy leaving to m'sia on the 5th dec. leaving jie and i alone in the house. *sobs* i want to travel too! so i can meet my GUY! =XX
SLEEPING TIME!! zzzz CHOCOLATE DREAMS ((:

jazz it up baby.
12:02 AM

Sunday, November 27, 2005

BACK from DADDY's NIGHT/DAY CARE! hahaha! finally finished my radio assignment. and i was supposed to be sleeping early (as instructed by my dearest mummy). she is so funny lah! i off my lights on thursday night around 11 plus (i really tried to sleep early) and she came knocking on my door.
MUM: HEY! why are you sleeping so early? weird...
and she closed my door and walks away.
HAHAH! super cute right? i love my mum! hahaha.
got my fortune told by my 2nd uncle last night. haha. he says that i would meet my boyfriend on a tour trip! haha. so it means that i RELLY have to keep on travelling. hohoho!!
LOVED today. went out dinner with family after i came back from daddy's and had a erm. REALLY SHORT NAP. went to old changi road's hawker centre. ate chinyee's grandpa's stall stingray. and honestly, yee! their attitude super bad. i called you to ask you the reason (which i think you would have absolute no idea) but you lah! never ans. battery flat never charge huh! hahaha.
ate alot! satay, stingray, carrot cake, wanton mee, fried osyter omelette, hokkien mee. you name it, we ate it! hahaha! gluttons.
okay i am now filling up some application form to work in Sentosa. LOL! very confusing!! shall stop writing now and concentrate on my application form!

jazz it up baby.
1:08 AM

Thursday, November 24, 2005

in school right now waiting for radio to start! 2 more minutes so i shall blog bout my day now. (:
couldnt sleep last night!!! thank goodness bear wasn't asleep too. haha. i tossed and turned in bed for an hour before deciding that i should actually msg someone and entertain myself since i cant sleep! AND!! he is NOT ASLEEP!! hahaha! he entertained me for an hour while i was reading a mag lah. which is till 3 plus in the morning. and i have to wake up at 8am the next day lahh!! finally decided to enter back the "forbidden city". (they forbid me to go in! evil unreasonable peeps.) tossed and turned for another 45 mins or so, AND FINALLY i entered!
see bear! i didnt use the hammer at all! it was all pure erm.. how do i put it?.. good skills? hahaha!!!
anyway. i am so totally bumped out today. tired. totally. i need my sleep. gonna stay in class for like another 3 hrs? aww man.. i hate it. BUT it is RADIO!! so i have to stay awake!!!!
stayover tmr at daddy's place! ((: got to pack pack pack!!
chers bear!! movie marathon lehh!! arrange arrange!!

jazz it up baby.
2:57 PM

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

top 3 things i wanna do!
1. cut my hair! change my hairstyle!
2. get a freaking slack job with good pay.
3. movie marathon with cher babes and bear da bear..-.- LOL!!

okay! i thought about this last night..
what do i want in a guy?

1. someone who would not be afraid to come home with me and meet my mum.
2. someone who is willing to hang out with my friends
3. someone who would call me in the middle of the night just to tell me he is in love with me.
4. someone who would accompany me all through the night and have breakfast with me at 4.30am.
5. someone who would take things slow and not rush me at all.
6. someone who has great parents who like me for who i am. ehhh.. lol
7. someone who actually honestly love my fats! lol!!
8. someone who is able to tolerate my pms days which lasts for like.. forever!
9. someone who is willing to walk with me from amk to my house, from bishan to my house, from where i wanna walk to my house.
10. someone who loves me deeply and in return, me loving him deeply too.
hopefully someone who is rich and cute too lah. hahah

not feeling too well today. been thinkin about lots of things last night and of course today. wasnt able to sleep well at all. i shall not dwell on such SMALL trival things anymore. why must i lose sleep over this kinda arse? RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT??!! YAAY!!
did my grammar test online. i failed. LOL. terrible. i am in mcm but my english grammar is horrendous lah. but the qns pat wong set was tricky. super tricky.


YAY!! TERENCE GOT INTO THE SECOND ROUND! OMG! YAY!! GO TERENCE GO TERENCE!! MUAHHHH!!!

jazz it up baby.
10:25 PM

seriously, i am disappointed. totally. i protected you like crazy when people were commenting stuffs bout you. but i protected you for nothing. what i got back from you were lies and more lies. you jerk. i wish i never ever met you. i'm serious. i am so totally upset. why must you do that? it is now confirmed that i WAS your part time entertainer huh. and you threw me aside cos you found a better one isn't it? so much for thinking you are a nice person ya? so much for that. i should not have trusted you at all. i am sucha fool. i dont wanna see you again. please dont do that to me cos it hurts badly.
watched GOF with cheryl, baldwin and cheryn. it wasn't as good as i expected it to be. cheryn was busy explaining to me what was going on in the movie. krum was a total turn off to me. looks fat ya? hermonie is pretty pretty and ron is as cute as ever! harry looked weirder though. haha. anw. guess i wasnt really concentrating in the movie. my mind was filled with super alot of things. so much that it is heavy. and it is giving me a headache.
visited vientai before meeting cheryn. auntie annie was like so glad to see me. kept on touching my face, saying she misses all of us. such motherly figure. =) oh dear! i just realised i forgot to call my da gu. damn. i am sucha a LOSER.
didnt go to DAD's place though. miss him loads but sis wasnt feeling well and i waited with her at the doc's till quite late and it would be weird to go visit daddy for like 2 hrs? i rather spend the entire night chatting with him. so i am going over to stay on friday. miss you daddy. got so many things to talk. i need your comfort. i want to change to an innocent little girl who really needs daddy's love and hugs. i am not ashamed to admit this. the world is getting too complicated for me to handle.
thanks bear and cheryl for being there for me just now. you guys are such angels.
bear.. i know i am boring with you with my arse up problems. i am glad that you actually bothered to listen me drooning on and on.
cheryl, you are not alone ya? and thanks for all the cheering me up. i love you babe. :
LOVE you guys! ((: besties ya..
SPOILER.
i bet you are happy that you had made a fool outta me.
cheryn dear! i hope you are feeling better ya? smile more pretty pretty! meet up soon ya! HUGS

jazz it up baby.
12:12 AM

Sunday, November 20, 2005

realise my blogging is like becoming more and more often. haha! i am good! i stick to my commitments! YAY!!
went shopping at carrefour with mum and sis yesterday! was super excited lah! cos it has been ages since mum brought me out to shop. even if it is just carrefour. haha! went to her office to explore. great place sahvanna (think it is spelt like that). anywayss! we went to have lunch and CARREFOUR WAS FUN!
free samples everywhere! hahaha!! *greed* reminds me of the time i used to work for Pringles. AHHH. those memories kept coming back to me. i miss the security guards and the cleaning uncle who always keep me company while i am working. =) where are you guys?! i wonder if you all still remember me!
bought many many things in carrefour. $70.55? hahah! saw this pretty pretty bag! but the price is too high for me. $40 plus for a bag is too steep. but it is so pretty!! jie say i should get that bag when i am in the working life. but i really like it lah! mum fell in love with another bag and it was around like.. $38? again, too expensive. but it was made in italy lah. so it explains the price. jie and i decided to buy her that bag for Christmas! she is super happy! hahaha. we had to like lie to her that we needed to use the toilet. we rushed like mad girls! hahaha.
glad she liked the bag (: headed down to town. went to take a look at the white christmas fair (SINGTEL). found the phone i wanted lah! but i needed my daddy to be there..(which will never happen in the next 100 yrs). OHH! they have this mickey mouse phone! super nice and cute! but super expensive. not alot of good functions anw.

woke up at like 3 in the afternoon today lah!! wasted half a day. and to think i was supposed to go joggin in the morning. damnit! went haircutting with baldwin ard serangoon area. they quite nice and professional. i want to cut hair too! but mine will be like 29 bucks. so i should control. bear's hair turned out great! CHEERS! and bear! you still owe me money lah! =X

cheryn darlin! you know you can! i know you can! (yougetwhatimean) movie marathon, harrypotter, thailand, jobbing together ya!! (: HUGS GIRL!

jazz it up baby.
11:29 PM

Friday, November 18, 2005

i regretted bring my laptop to school today. total waste of my precious strength. school was kind of boring today. with the stupid library talk thing (which was rather useful actually. only at the last part)
(canteen one's malay food not bad!)went bugis with liting darlin to buy vitC pills for her boy. carrie left the moment we reached bugis cos she had to go for church meeting. went over to bugis village to shop for bags! went around looking for pretty pretty bags, but i couldnt find any one that i fancied lah. ting found one! it is nice!! i like the silver one but the price is too steep for me. the pink one looked super pretty on her! it is like $33 after discount. we saw another bag that is rather special. all plastic-sy weaved into a bag. ahahah. super solid. but the price also super solid. haha. $29.90 for plastic? BS lah. the store lady was staring at us big time! damn rude.
rained heavily today and i had a "quarrel" with jie cos the reception in bugis wasnt good, and her voice is super soft. it is like hearing nothing! seriously, singtel's connection is getting worse each day. even starhub is like better now lah. sorry ting! couldnt spend more time shopping with you. we shall shop another day okay! i haven gotten my bag yet! and oh yah. pleaseee remember to call the agency okay! cos i seriously need money. $$ KA CHING $$. you know why right? hahaha!
anyone got any good job recommendations? and when i mean good, i mean GOOD PAY.

jazz it up baby.
9:40 PM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

have been piggy out today! feeling so guilty now.
morning : half a sandwich and a slice of watermelon
afternoon : soup and 1/2 of the halved sandwich
mid afternoon : a slice of pineapple and dragon fruit
early evening : some vege crisp. supposedly healthy i think. plus some wasabi peas
night : pizza, drumlets and garlic bread
i should be killed for eating so much. so much for losing weight huh.
didnt managed to do radio recording so we had to postponed it. going to school later in the morning to record. damn. and i have to bring my laptop lah.
was super unglam in the evening when i was on my way to pick the lil one. it was raining cats and dogs and there were thunder and lighning to add on to it! super heavy rain. and there i was with a big umbrella and a empty pram. walking on flooded areas (seriously, s'goon north should have better drainage system. it is FLOODED lah. take note pls!) picked the lil one and of course the pram got heavier. so when i have to like move up a platform, i looked as if i had a stiff neck or bad cramps lah. UNGLAM! and i was totally drenched behind. to make matter worse, the lil one insisted that i took off the cover, covering her and the pram, and her shoes! and i have to push the pram plus carry the umbrella. super AUNTIE right? but i survived it.
aww man. chatted with my sis till like now? i need to go to bed super fast now. got to be awake in another.. 6 hours? i am getting not enough rest! falling sick soon. just you wait and see. arrgghh.. brush teeth time!!

jazz it up baby.
11:21 PM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

HEYAA!! speech comm was great today!! inventions were superb! if only we really had those inventions man!
cabbed down to tp to see that bear play rugby. met cheryl and we were on our way to the field, which i was super near before i meet cher but because she didnt know where i was, i had to walk back. LOL. nevermind, its OKAY. great way to lose weight ya! hahaha.
saw sahfihi on the way!!! is it fate or fate!! he is cuter than ever. hahaha. he is like my "hero" lah cos i didnt know how to go to the library. hohoho! saw his ex too. bleh. she was practically staring at me. well.. should seriously meet up with fihi one day to just update each other. we msged and it was as though we went back to the past. hohoho! still such a poet. never change. hahah!
bear got punched in his eyes lah! which resulted into smaller eyes? hahaha. his eyes already super small already! and to make it worse, he got punched. hahaha! small eye bear!
cher's mummy fetched me home! such a nice mummy ya? =)
cockroaches are appearing in my house! freaky!! get RID OF THEM!! ate instant "kwaychap" today. super pathetic. no nutrients. haha! i desperately need to work right now! i need to SAVE money!!

awww man. my entire entry is so random. i am super distracted now. just finish doing my radio assignment and i am dying soon! i haven done socpsyh yet!! shall do it tmr. and no way am i going to bring my laptop tmr lah! waste of my strength! shall just come up with some lame excuse. hopefully it will be fine.

jazz it up baby.
11:29 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005

suki sushi-ing with baldwin and vcd-ing with cheryl's family too. they are nice people. honest! i felt so family in there. it has been a long time since my family actually had a homecooked meal with everyone important there. ah ma, daddy, mummy, jie. and it has been ages since uninvited guests were not there.
movies were great! watched white chicks, stepford wives , kung fu mahjong. hilarious but somehow kung fu mahjong reminded me of someone and it kinda gives me pangs of heartache. (so essay lah!)
i guess i wasnt really into you. i guess you just lavished the attention that i was searching for. Or maybe i had just fallen for you. but there you are, treating me like a part-time entertainer. it hurts. but i am strong. you wont be there to see me crying. cos you know what? i will not. i was there for you but when will i ever see you there for me? lets just take it as you will not be there for me. sad but that is the truth. we haven contacted for like.. 3 days? and when we met, you didnt even want to communicate. what have i gotten myself into? this truly shucks big time
okay. super emo. dont ask why.
i had a great time today! love you cher and baldwin!

is there anyone out there? cos it is getting harder and harder to breathe.
i wish you made this easy.

jazz it up baby.
12:00 AM

Friday, November 11, 2005

lalalala. cherie likes the elmo song. lalala.

this is not ashley.

CHERIE
HERIEC
ERIECH
RIECHE
IECHER
ECHERI
CHERIE

goodnight.

jazz it up baby.
2:49 AM

Thursday, November 10, 2005

i totally take back my words on my last entry. hohoho! bahhh!
radio was GREAT today! super fun module lah! nothing can beat it! hahaha.
1.felix tan super bitchy! (in a nice, funny way)
2.minidisc recording was fun!
3.the room was super duper fuper cold
4.we got the CODE that all FMS ppl will get! (how cool)
5.we are going to do a talkshow pretty soon! i think.. hahah!!
6.what else what else! ohh! listening to our own voice was weird!!

socpsyh was funn too! learn so many things that we actually are doing, but dont know about it. halo effect, shit. hahaha. but is was great! boey was alright. game was fun! hahah!

went pizza hut for lunch with some of them, food was alright, as expected. carrie darling was my advisor the entire day! Thanks carr darl!! we seriously should work hard to achieve our goal lah! feeling better each day! GREAT!

ASHIE BABY is giving my blog a FREE MAKEOVER! so u guys wait and see! DARLIN BABY! thank you so much!! ehh! why i dont see ur PIC? i want you on my blog too!! =P LOVE YOU TO PIECES!

jazz it up baby.
9:50 PM

Friday, November 04, 2005

"i totally regretted what i did last night. totally. honestly. i think i was longing for affection, but it aint supposed to turn out this way. terrible.
i shouldn't be liking this guy. i shouldn't. he isnt what i was aiming for. he is everything i told everyone, as well as myself, that i will never hang out with, much less like. i am sucha dead ass now. i wanna turn back time. but, when i was there, the feeling was so strong. too strong. "
lalala. i am bored. dont talk to me. =P

jazz it up baby.
11:08 PM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

been ages since i last updated. yes, i have started school. yes, i know you people are laughing. BUT AT LEAST I HAD HOLIDAYS! and my hols are coming soon anyway. in dec. ahaha! but it also means.. TEST!! EXAMS!!! godd!!
ANYWAY!! HAPPY BELATED DEEPAVALI and HAPPY EARLY HARI RAYA!!! =P
i painted my nails!!! okay i mean the manicurist. but i cant put the photo cos my mum's phone is plain weird. that is so so sad! Niki(manicurist) is soooo superb!! she paint my nails alt. with strawberries and watermelons. hahah. and my toe-nails are in chocolate brown!!! so yummy right? betcha wanna dip my strawberry fingers into my chocolate toes. hahah! sound so wrong ya?
oh did i mention to you that my timetable shucks? it is soo afternoon lorh!! so i cant go out after school. which means i have to be a good girl and go home early.. which means that i will not be able to get new things and which means i wont have new clothes and of course which means that i will have to wear old clothes. this means that i will be less attractive(which i am not already) and which means no guys will be attracted to me!! and it means that i will not get married?!!!! so it will be all the time-table's fault! bad bad time table!! oh well, poor old cherie.
been going jogging this week. hopefully i can tone up my body and lose more weight!!! YAY! wish me luck!!! =PP

jazz it up baby.
10:03 PM