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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

YOohoo!!! i managed to come in and blog on a weekday!!! great GREAT!! oh well, bout the previous entry.. pay no attention to it. Poly life is not ALL PLAY ok. my cousin thinks it is FUN cos he is in JC la..
had web design quiz today!! i got 290 out of 320!! YAY!! *3 CHEERS FOR CHERIE!!* WELL.. i went orchard after debate meeting today with terence, kisha, liting, lara, addison, nadia and eva. had fun.. we went to art friend and just oogle at all the things we could buy if we have the cash. haha. fun people..
eva left first.. then we proceeded to taka to eat. after eating, we went to popular to see if we could get the mounting board thing which is so irritating.. ordered from them. think terence will be taking it from them.. someday..sometime..
bumped into eva and hafiz on the way to the bus stop. speaking bout fate. LOL. terence suggested a "class party" during our one week break.. which is like.. erm.. 2 weeks from now!! I CANT WAIT!! i will GET ENOUGH SLEEP!! i look like a zombie now lar! i am just missing the pale pale face.. my eyebags are TERRIBLE+HORRIBLE+VEGETABLE!!! DONT SEE OK??
i have been like staying up till 12+ 1 to do my projects.. damn irritated by it.. what shit logos.. argh!! photoshop!!! YUCKS!!
playing minesweeper with addison now.. FIERCE COMPETITION!! i must WIN THIS GAME!! for the sake of Grow.Love.Enjoy.Nurture!! wish me luck yea?!!!!

i miss you already.. come to me now would ya?

jazz it up baby.
10:35 PM

Monday, June 27, 2005

Yup yup Poly rocks. Cause JC sucks and I don't want to go ITE. Guest writer and Cherie's favourite cousin (supposedly) Junyi here!

Damn sian. It's about.. Five days without my iPod? I think an average person will break down liao. But I have bravely lent my iPod mini to my cousin cause I am sibei wei da.

Right?

Wah damn sian la. My cousin Cherie is doing interesting projects like filming and research about Apple and iPod, while I'm spending my youthful year of 17 studying pointlessly about stuff that I'll most probably not be able to apply in my life. Other than A Levels next year, which is not counted, because time spent in JC is definitely not LIFE. In JC they make you cut your hair short. This is not unlike prisons, whereby inmates are shaved bald to strip them of their individual identies. I think it's time for JCs all over Singapore to start calling students by our serial numbers, since I guess that's what they want us to do - tear apart any shred of individuality we have so that we can better cram for the Big As and not get distracted by... Err, I dunno, maybe seeking happiness or just plain old fun like every 17-year-old should do?

Anyway, I think Cherie's blog the fonts damn small la. I dunno why people like to put their font size on their blogs to so small la. I got perfect eyesight la, I think, but then I don't like to squint leh. Must be an evil plot by myopic people to get perfect people with perfect eyesight, like me, to squint until we need to wear glasses. Or get smaller eyes in the process.

Wah damn evil. Small eyes not nice lor. Big eyes then KAWAI la. Wah lau just go and see all the Friendster profiles out there writing in aLtErNaTe CaPs and f@NcIF()L methods which are actually more puke-inducing than anything, showing off to the world their golf-ball sized doe (more like goat actually) eyes and loudly proclaiming their lub of their hubbies!!!

Okay la I have done my job of blogging for my cousin right. K, check out my blog for more stuff. Wahaha, cheap plug.

jazz it up baby.
11:47 PM

Saturday, June 25, 2005

haven been blogging!! i am so sorry!! too busy with projects.. argh.. shall leave the updating bout the past few days to my cousin. cos i cant really remember already!! STM is acting up again.

watched initial D ytd. damn funny show. my cousin wants to watch it and since my idol (anthony wong) is in it.. so... i watch la! haha. his acting is good. kenny B is also in it. alot of good actors are in it. so i suppose the production cost is like.. *woooohhh* was kind of observing what special techniques they used so i can apply it to locvp. haha. die die.

heard alot of jokes ytd. Ming Yew is soo good at jokes. the moment he open his mouth. i cannot stop laughing.. is really CANNOT stop la! haha.

chim called at 11 plus today. woke me up. but then again.. i cannot sleep too long. have been using the computer until now. cannot take it liao. my eyes are hurting.. my mum is asking me to go pasar malam now.. update later!

jazz it up baby.
6:25 PM

Sunday, June 19, 2005

remember me complaining about the selfish people i met in poly..? i had a long talk with my sis bout poly life last night. she enlightened me. kinda. she told me that everyone in poly are like that. they only think of their own grades. she asked me to think of my own grades before others. but i thought that i just wanted my whole class to grad. to next sem. guess this isnt a very easy thing to do with all the competition around. mcm is not a course to be trifled with.

a quote from my jiefu : "in poly.. they give u shit.. and expect u to grow a tree outta it."

i nearly died laughing. but i thought what he said was damn true. and in poly.. u have to be independant. it is no longer like sec. sch where u can help each other to pass this coming common test or final yr test. where u can exchange notes and give remedials on the previous lessons. in poly... noone bothers at all. they want the best people to be in their group. noone else but the best. no wonder my jiefu asked me to go to a JC. he was worried i couldnt take the stress in poly. but i will try my best to do it.

come to think of it.. why make my poly life so miserable by thinking that everyone is selfish.. right? i can still love them (trying hard to do it )

went to have dinner with daddy after sooo long. glad i got to see him. but i think conversations between the both of us are getting fewer and fewer. he doesnt talk as much as he used to be. i really miss my old daddy. i really wonder when is the next time i am going to see him again. with my workload increasing.. it is almost impossible to visit him again. neither does he take the initative to visit us. paige is damn cute today. she has always been cute. we slept in the car together while my mum searched for some medical hall in bishan. i think we covered the entire bishan. *amazed*

how i wish i could have more talks with my sis. it makes me feel alot alot alot better. honest.

JIE! if u are reading this.. i just wanna tell u that.. u have no idea how much i longed for talks like what we have each time u come over to stay. it really made me feel that at least that is someone out there who would listen to me rattle on and on.. and also one who could give me sensible advice. but now u are so busy.. we hardly have such talks. i miss those days.

i realised whatever i wrote was damn random. like i am talking bout A den i jump to C den go to B.. and lastly to A again. LOL. why am i saying this.. @#$%%&^%/

jazz it up baby.
9:44 PM

Friday, June 17, 2005

i did the project till 5.30am this morning and slept for 1 and a half hour. i didnt even think i could do that.. i mean finish by 6 hrs. felt so tired, sick and everything bad you can think of right now.

went to school. had this huge stomachache. rushed up to the toilet to wash my face and i felt like vomitting. argh.

consulted jLo bout the work i had done and ended up crying instead. i just cant control my tears. the moment he shook his head and said it was wrong. tears started to flow out. i had to rush to the toilet. yanyi and steph came but i didnt have the mood to tell them what happen. i dont even know what happen you see.

went back and jLo talked to me. he was nice. real nice. he told me to take things slow.. and made me laugh. so there i was, laughing and crying at the same time. and he found it amusing lor!! haha. funny guy. he told me not to cry, cos it seems like he is sexually harrassing me or smth. he is cute la. he really made me felt a lot better.

did the discussion with addison group. woah. fierce competition. i mean, by just listening to how terence control the entire group.. i duno. kind of arrogant. to me la. maybe he speaks from experience.. but argh. dont want to think about it.

stayed back to do the SWOT thing.. packed food up and jLo said he wanted potato salad. he added he didnt want it salty and i was like "HUH?" he actually meant that he does not want my tears to drop inside his food, causing it to be salty.. wah lau.. so lame right?

got to see him.. but he doesnt seem to notice me. oh well. shall try not to bother too much about it. he is online now.. but we are not talking. i dont want to make the first move anymore. it is so.. disheartening. Life's like that.

finished SWOT during graphic comm. and ended up not listening to anything he said. must have tuition on it liao. went orchard with liting and my cousin. walked with my cousin from Tangs to PS.. To Funan. wanted to get the laptop slidecase but cant find the right size for my laptop. so we took a bus to PS.. but we dropped at the wrong stop.. so we had to walk again.. den we took a bus to Far East. shopped a little. my cousin bought a top from a shop that is sooo good at bootlicking and cheating people money. think he will explain it in his blog la. so go read his. haha.

i am tired! saw my "shuai ge" neighbour on the bus with his gf. lol. i no chance liao!! HaHAHAHAHA.. chey who wants him! haha. i only want "grow,love,enjoy,nurture"

jazz it up baby.
11:56 PM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

today is just so not my day la. so many things are happening around me nowadays.

this morning..i dropped my precious hp into the toilet bowl. yes, you may start laughing. i was so mad ok! now the LCD looks like it has spoilt. thank you very much. my phone was like only less than 4 months old. i totally realised i am handicapped without my hp. i found myself peeping over a malay girl in the bus who was using her laptop just to find out what time it was. i can just easily whip out my hp from my bag to check.. but it wasnt there.

reached school to find noone there. normally i will just take my phone outta my bag and call one of them to ask where were they. but.. oh well. i could not. i can only sit there like a idiot. thank goodness pam came. but her phone had low batt. so.. = nothing la. called joyce to tell her i need my phone back. she is planning to get her new phone on sunday. lucky her. =P

locvp is shit today. total shit. not the tutor. peter yeo was great. he is a super duper nice guy. honest. even though i didnt like him from the start.. i find that i am growing to enjoy his lessons. he is such a sweet teacher. he remembered that i need to collect smth frm my friend. he is very caring. THANKS MR YEO. that is if he is seeing this. today was shitty cos we had to choose groups again. and many things happened. i dont wish to state it here. it might just spark another stupid fire.

sha is right. our class is too good till it is bad. bad bad bad..

i am feeling better now. i cannot afford not to feel better. i need to do my projects. i need motivation to do. argh.

i didnt see anything to make me feel motivated today. it is just such a yucky day. YUCKS.

"in love with you" a great classic.

life is just beginning. i hope it will never end. and i could get closer to you.

jazz it up baby.
9:13 PM

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

i am so going to fall sick already. slept for 2 hrs today. (see the reason why i dont like to come home early?) i felt cold, but my body was warm. throat is abit sore too.

ate strawberries with salt just now. put too much salt and it was damn salty. for the sake of my throat, i really have no choice. everyone in my class is slowly getting ill. passing on to one another. must be the late nights and the frequent staring at the computer. and i cannot afford to not go to school!! lectures are all at a very fast rate.. tutorials are also no joke. argh.

dont get me wrong.. poly life is good so far. just.. maybe.. i duno. i duno how to describe.

very tired today. even my dancing became slower. i didnt use alot of energy. i just couldnt. CATS teacher was pissed off with my group today. think he is going to have a bad impression on us already. but i dont really care. CATS is nothing. it is a TOTAL waste of MY TIME. 2hrs just to get creative? OH PLS. like it will work like that. if my tutor is a very interesting person, like jLO, i dont mind la. but.... he is really damn boring.. his speaking is kind of monotone.. and he follows strictly to the textbook. oh well..

~~he walked past today. but how come i dont really get to notice him? my friends are always the one who informs me about his whereabouts. i'm tired. dead tired.~~

jazz it up baby.
7:59 PM

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

I LOVE TODAY!!!

dont ask. i just love today! lol.

i love musicals too. now they have a new meaning to me. actually i love them long ago.

lalalalalalalalalalal..

did html for web design today. did i mention how tired i was after the entire lesson? i was already dead tired during lessons. a handful of people were dozing off. haha. but i managed to keep awake. liswanto is a super nice teacher. but the subject he teaches is just tooooo dry. but he is still nice. i just cannot stand looking at the computer for 3 hrs.. doing photoshop and html.

stayed back with chim and yanyi. accompanied chim till his jap lesson start. he is one crazy guy la. can just suddenly start singing la. scare the hell outta me cos i thought he was going to cough (he put his hand near his mouth la. really looks like he is going to cough. haha.) i was like thinking.."how long must he wait before he coughs." and the next thing i knew.. he was like doing a lot of patterns la. haha funny guy!!

slept on the bus. couldnt take it anymore.

oh well. I STILL LOVE TODAY!

jazz it up baby.
8:38 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005

woah. i am dead tired. marketing lecture was fun as usual. jLo showed us advertisments that were not entirely sensitive to certain groups of people.. but is damn hilarious. there is one about a car.. driving.. and suddenly a "ghost" face appear and scared the entire lecture hall. luckily i covered my eyes cos ewan sent this to me before. but the scream still made me jumped. haha. everyone was like dicussing how scary it was lor. LOL. but it is still damn funny. the air con spoilt so we were all perspiring like siao. den we changed lecture hall. took up alot of time and so lecture was damn slack today.

went for graphic comm. and as usual EVERYONE was slacking. only some listened to him. only a handful la. i didnt bother listening and i felt so bad. managed to get chim to sit next to his "girl". (he is so going to kill me for putting it here) k maybe it is not his girl. haha!! he is like so shy la! BTH. enjoyed the breaks cos i.. hehs. better not say. haha.

locvp was boring but i still like it. lol. it can be enjoyable u see... haha!!!! oh well, rushed off to do the location video filming. i was the talent la. and i acted as a very irritating friend. haha liting was the lead. and i was the very EXTRA de EXTRA. haha. i was like a bitch la. going goo gaga over this guy. and i was supposed to irritate liting while she is deciding what drink to drink. lol. the whole thing was funny la. cos i really BTH myself. if peter yeo show this tape to the class on thurs.. i think i can just bury myself lor. but it was still fun..

my CATS friend is asking me to be his talent in his filming now. oh gosh- i am so wanted. haha!! just kidding. ok. my acting really sucked big time ok! happy? haha

he is so cute. i just cant resist. lol. i am looking forward to the first half of tmr!!! yay!! gosh- i am so sinking into this bottomless pit.

jazz it up baby.
8:52 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

been waking up like 1 plus and 2 plus this weekend. how irritating. i totally have no motivation to study. projects are another piece of ~~shit~~! waste so much of my time and yet i cant get any stupid infomation out of the computer!!!

the deadlines are approachin soon and i haven got a single thing done yet!! just save me la someone. i am so trapped in here. just hope i can pass all my modules la. must pray damn hard. i dont want to repeat another sem!!! it will be a huge waste of time to repeat!!

oh well, enough of complaining. i'm looking forward to monday!! guess there is finally "something" making me feel good about monday! hehs. monday rocks u know? oh tue too. but only the first half of the day.

i guess i am falling in love.

jazz it up baby.
9:44 PM

Thursday, June 09, 2005

there are so many things that i want to blog but just cant seem to remember. i really have terrible STM. oh well. school has been very stressful. all the projects are just flowing in. never out. got into groups for CATS. as usual, i was the only girl in the group. in fact, i didnt really mind. the guys are great. they are damn funny and friendly. the girls... i dont know.. i never really talk to them. some of them are just either sticking to each other or are too quiet.. or maybe just plain cold. anyways, my CATS group name is JUMBO ELEPHANTS. lol see how bullshit we can get?

hip hop was fun. but tiring.. as usual.. all of us danced like siao. we couldnt get up when we were told to do so after we kneel down. haha. but the dance turned out great. fabulous teacher. she can just come out with dance steps just like that *snaps fingers* cool right?

did the location video production thing after school. met with alot of problems. the tape was causing alot of problems. i became the talent for joachim. and i had to bend down damn slow la. becos of the 15 sec criteria. my muscle was achin and i had to bear with it. haha. but joachim apologized. he dont have to la. just treat me lunch will do =P

teacher saw the tape we recorded and said i was retarded. THANKS AH PETER YEO. haha. he was kidding la. i admit i do look retard in the "show" cos i was like... in sllllooooowwww mmmoooottttiiiiooonnn.. LOL. but it turned out JUST fine.

just found out smth today. my class isnt as united as i thought it was afterall. we are all in cliques.

went holland V today with liting. ate the mexican food. got tricked into ordering some nancho dip. we thought it was nanchos u know!!! WE PAID LIKE $6 FOR IT LOR! @#$R%^&^&^%$#@@. so mad!! went shopping for awhile after eating. saw some pig skin shoe. HOW ON EARTH CAN ANYONE USE PIG SKIN TO MAKE SHOES.

HUMANS!! HOW EVIL CAN YOU GET! JUST STOP THE FUR FETISH CAN! IT IS GETTING OUT OF HAND. FUR SUCKS OK. U DONT KNOW HOW PAINFUL IT IS TO BE SKINNED ALIVE. STOP FUR! GO FUR FREE! DO NOT SUPPORT JLO. SHE SUPPORTS FUR. SHE IS SUCHA BIG BIG BIG ARSEHOLE. SHE IS WORSE THAN AN ARSEHOLE. I JUST SO HATE HUMANS. AND YES, EVEN MYSELF. THOSE WHO LOVE FUR, GO SKIN URSELF LA EDIOTS. U ARE SO INHUMANE! U ARE SOOO NOT FIT TO LIVE. U ARE SO CRUEL. U ARE NOT GOING TO GO ANYWHERE UP THERE WHEN YOU DIE. BELIEVE ME. U WILL NOT. NO MATTER HOW MANY GOOD DEEDS U HAVE DONE. U DIDNT SPARE A THOUGHT ABOUT OUR POOR ANIMALS. JUST GET OUT OF THIS WORLD. WE DONT NEED YOU. WE DONT!!!

*phew* got that off my chest.

jazz it up baby.
11:07 PM

Monday, June 06, 2005

i am hungry! yes i am. and my mother tried to trick me into eating supper!! how evil!!

just kind of finish the 1st part of my project not long ago. i hate projects!! i hate everything related to EXAMS!! they are such a thorn in my neck.

OH YA!! I HATE TOP FUN! THEY ARE SO EVIL! i wasnt on the episode today but they cut the part of wenya and i, put it on this week episode and made me look like a CLOWN! argh. evil people. how am i going to survive in school tmr!! hopefully the people in my course are so ENGLISH that they dont watch mandrain programmes. haha.

i'm tired. very tired.

jazz it up baby.
10:43 PM

Sunday, June 05, 2005

*phew* just came back from class gathering. I am dead tired but today was like the best class gathering I have ever been to!!Before class gathering, I went to Expo for the PC fair to get a printer. Got it real fast cos it was damn packed and my mum didn't want to stay very long in there. My family got a "idontlikebigcrowds" thing in us. Went to interrogate Apple and Creative people. LOL. But it seems like none of them could fully answer my question. Irritating........

chiong down to CP only to discover that I was early. Waited for Joyce, collect the cake and waiting for Yee. She was late. As usual.. What's new? Right Yee? LOL.

Proceeded to Marina South!!! Met up with the rest of the class. Great people... Though a lil childish. Hahahah. WE are all like that. Sooooo who cares!!! =)) took quite a long time just to settle on where to eat, how to sit, etc etc.

Took alot of candid photos. cant wait to put some in my friendster. Damn HILARIOUS LA!! interviewed all of them. but argh. stupid answers are all i could get from some of them. cut the cake and the guys started their traditional game of smearing cake on the poor june baby boy. haha. they started running around like mad people. horrible. they never change. NEVER!

went to the bowling alley. took pictures there. GUESS WHAT?! my sandals spoil. such a wet blanket. but i got it fix. thanks to the kind soul in the Pro Shop. =)) discussed bout where to go and we ended up in hougang plaza. played abit of pool, mum came to fetch.. now at home. thats about it. BUT TODAY IS STILL GREAT!

oh ya. some stupid things that happened to me..

1. someone thought i was the flyer-giver today at the PC fair and tried to take a flyer from me.

2. someone thought i was the drink seller when i was interviewing my friend. ( i think he heard part of my conversation. and somehow... that part was Apple. so he might be thinking of Apple juice. haha.)

3. someone screamed in fear when i approached him. i needed him to take a group photo for us.

i just wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to these people who gave me soooo many different characters in life. THANK YOU AH!

jazz it up baby.
1:40 AM