look at the stars, how they shine for you;

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

3rd day of school.

I'M STRESSED. serious.

this yr is goin to be so tough. everyone says so. THEY KEEP SAYING IT.

working on thurs-sun. suntec roadshow outside carrefour. come visit me!!

:) loves!
ihavenotenoughsleepandiamsuperstressedupandcranky.

jazz it up baby.
10:21 PM

Thursday, April 20, 2006

time flies.

yr 2 in mcm is going to start so soon and i am still working. :(

went to watch Inside Man with the guys and girls today. the movie was damn hilarious lah. especially the guy with the turban. what he said really struck a cord!!

"when i go to the airport, i was picked out from the crowd just to do a check on me and they said it was random selection"

obviously, they think that he is a terrorist. lol.

beginning to feel something. i feel that i had neglected alot of my friends.
my clique in sec school, cheryn and carrie. i think there are more to come. sad but true, none of us actually made a point to meet up. only wenya. =)
although we kept on saying that we would meet up, we didnt in the end. now that school is starting.. i guess things would just get worse. =(

thank goodness for liting popping into my life. =) one sweetie pie you are! haha. gushing bout the DKNY bag we got for you. yes! we got her a DKNY bag. (treat me well and i will consider asking people to chip in one for you. LOL kidding.)

everyone has been weird around me lately. i wonder why. dead ends everywhere.

on a happier note! i am free now! a free girl. no longer being drag down by her heart! glad to say.. i think mummy is bringing me shopping this weekend. i hope so! i really do!!

HOW COULD I FORGOT tuesday! met up with ashie baby! finally. great meeting you! you slim down alr! (trust me on that) we went to bugis for some pampering on our hands and feet! yes yes! manicure+pedicure. shopped for bag which seems endless cos we couldn't find a cheap bargain. like 50 bucks for a simple tote!? nowaayy mann.
ash and i love the grreeenn colour don't we!

ash nails: tiramisu colour!! :)))
mine: black french manicuree!! :))

clubbing sat night at cocolatte!! do come people! tickets are only at $12!! what more can you expect! come before school starts!! :)

jazz it up baby.
2:34 AM

Monday, April 17, 2006

everything happened so fast that i didnt have time to take a deep breath and think what i was gonna do next.
i was rash. totally. i caused a fren to quarrel with the other. i felt so bad.

max told me to cheer up and that i would meet bastards in life and it so happened that i met one so soon. thanks max. i appreciated that. :)

sam's house party was great cos i got to meet new friends there. people who are entertaining, much much less childish that the ones i had met. i am so grateful for that. i finally understood why everyone has been warning me about. boy, did it take me like 5 months to realise that. but nonetheless.. at least i woke up from my reverie!!!

the guys were damn fun to be with. though we met like.. 3 times? haha! they are a bunch of silliness and gentlemeness. thank goodness i knew them :)

i didnt feel sad or anything when he "scolded" me. somehow i felt angry. angry with myself for being so foolish and angry at him for being so childish. i am disappointed. totally. just dont let me see him again. anyways i wont get to see him anyway. hoho! thank goodness for that.

I AM HAVING FUN WITH MY MIC!! :)

school is starting soon!! i wanna enjoy before going back!

tanning session/manicure with ash tomorrow! babe, i cant wait to see you!

jazz it up baby.
11:24 PM

Monday, April 10, 2006

i am suffocating in this world of mine.
seriously. i need air to breathe.
sometimes i wonder, is it me or is it just everyone else around me.

i suddenly feel like i got noone to talk to. to pour out my problems. actually, i always feel this way. oh damn it.

work has been fun. cute guy there made everything so easy for me. guess i was looking forward to work. guess he is attached. but i am glad he is nice to talk to. went lunch with aaron and we talked quite a lot. learned a lot from parkway shop in that one hour lunch.
SHOULD I SWITCH TO A M1 LINE?!?

MET up with T102 again! yipeee! thank liting for organising her birthday celebrations. i am so glad seeing carrie and ting again. nothing goes wrong with liting. i feel like calling her up now to talk to her. sighs. shall not disturb her. talk to her tmr or smth.

BAD BAD WEEK.

jazz it up baby.
1:27 AM

Friday, April 07, 2006

it is really hard being a two.

i am feeling terrible. period.

been working since thursday. gotta last till monday.

working @ parkway tomorrow. kind souls pls visit.

jazz it up baby.
11:22 PM

Thursday, April 06, 2006

the Helper
Test finished!
you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO.

"I must help others"

Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.

How to Get Along with Me

1.Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
2.Share fun times with me.
3.Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours.
4.Let me know that I am important and special to you.
5.Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.

In Intimate Relationships

1.Reassure me that I am intersting to you.
2.Reassure me often that you love me.
3.Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me.

What I Like About Being a Two

1.being able to relate easily to people and to make friends
2.knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better
3.being generous, caring, and warm
4.being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings
5.being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor

What's Hard About Being a Two

1.not being able to say no
2.having low self-esteem
3.feeling drained from overdoing for others
4.not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish
5.criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should
6.being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to them
7.working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real feelings

Twos as Children Often

1.are very sensitive to disapproval and criticism
2.try hard to please their parents by being helpful and understanding
3.are outwardly compliant
4.are popular or try to be popular with other children
5.act coy, precocious, or dramatic in order to get attention
6.are clowns and jokers (the more extroverted Twos), or quiet and shy (the more introverted Twos)

Twos as Parents Often

1.are good listeners, love their children unconditionally, and are warm and encouraging (or suffer guilt if they aren't)
2.are often playful with their children
3.wonder: "Am I doing it right?" "Am I giving enough?" "Have I caused irreparable damage?"
4.can become fiercely protective

jazz it up baby.
12:11 AM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

(EAST COAST PARK RAAAHHH)

Cycling and blading with a bunch of crazy, wild and fun gang is GREAT ENTERTAINMENT!
totally like enjoyed the whole day.
from the start, bear was the first to reach my house, followed by me...(erm.) and cheryl (late for 20 mins) AND LASTLY... leon. took the bus to parkway and they informed me that they already took breakfast. which means no breakfast for me. =( evil people.
reached ECP and rent like the whole day from 12-6. how cool is that! so anway, ccb was blading while the rest of us were cycling and we all came prepared. ccb brought sun block. 3 of us brought caps. 2 of them brought towels. haha. totally prepared k! we cycled/bladed all the way to bedok jetty to cam whore. =P

(candid guys. leon was squinting and bear was... errm. getting ready? )

(All smiles =) Sucha nice pictureee.)

(ccb's turn!!! bear is not paying attention AGAIN.)
ANYWAYS, i am lazy to put up more pics.
we went over to mac for lunch and it RAINED. when i say it RAINED, i meant RAINED. heavy downpour. the mac area was flooded and there was a blackout. we were @ some corridor watching the signboards falling off. ccb decided that she should be a reporter and i became the camera woman. bear and leon were the passerbys who were frightened by.. odd enough, ccb. ahaha. had fun in the shelter. the most boring 2 hours we could ever had became one that was memorable! =)
went to eat katong laksa after some useless, letsplaywithpuddlesandtrees cycling. yummydelicious.
after meal was games time! had so much fun @ the settlers. we HAVE to go there again to play TWISTER! i dont care!
i won some bear game, ccb won the boat game.
she lost the building game and leon and bear lost the jenga game. ALL IN THE NAME OF LOVE.
went crazy on the bus. TOTALLY LOVED IT.
i will never forget this day. thanks guys =)

(IT'S OVER!!!!)

jazz it up baby.
11:31 PM

Monday, April 03, 2006

(friday night is partyy night)

tell you guys a secret...

MY ESTATE OPENED A PASAR MALAM!
FIFTEEN FREAKING DAYS!
call me if you wanna come. i will join you! =P

ANYWAYSS!
meet cher and leon for supper on thursday and it was FAB. we couldn't stop laughing from the start of the whole prata incident till the end. great company was just what i needed. =)
thursday was also my last day @ work for the webcam. but guess what! i got another job already. promoter for m1 still, but this time for 3G services.
went for the job briefing the next day and met ccb's childhood friend! amanda! haha. (it's a small small world) gonna work @ tampines mall for the next 3 weekends. =( i want my parkway.
dancing was great as usual but was rather sad cos this week will be our last lesson. =( gotta wait till the next hols before i join the second class.
went to paul's hse party and was rather awkward there at the start. but we played games and everything went well! met samantha babe there! what a tall girl she is. she is nice! =) cher's frens are all so nice. stayed till the next morning before going home. i had fun though. the guys were hilarious.
spent half the saturday sleeping in and walking around the pasar malam.
guess what i ate..

SMELLY TOFU AND DURIAN

what a nice combi. lol. dont worry, i brushed my teeth and washed my mouth countless of times. food was goood. =)
went for prayers today with mum like what i always do every year. stayed home with jie and she become CRAZY. frightening. lol. pasar malam again.. but this time only smelly tofu. lol. it is delicious! =X

been playing solitaire showdown with yee. ahaha. she can't win me!! wuhaa!

i hope i didnt scaree you off with my qns.
though there are still so much i wanna ask you, i feel that it is not the right time.
perhaps i will never ask at all.
Dont wanna love you, if you dont love me
Dont wanna need you when you wont need me too
Dont wanna tell you this now
But it wouldn’t be right if I
Didnt tell you this tonight

jazz it up baby.
1:06 AM