i am so upset. i failed one of my stupid graph comm project. but luckily i pass overall. thank goodness. if i am going to fail both. i might as well just throw the whole computer away.
i realised poly is totally different from sec. sch already. no matter how much effort you put in, the results you get is totally 2 different matter. i put in so much freaking effort but obv. it was in a wrong way. i just hate computers even more now. REALLY.
i feel as if i am a damn weakling in poly. tears just keep on flowing out. i totally have no control of it. i tried, but they still win the battle. i feel sucha cry baby. which i dont want lar! i must be strong! i must. i cannot let all these setbacks influence me. i must learn how to be strong and not take things too hard. i need to learn it the hard way i guess.
i am really grateful to liting and carrie. without them around me, i really have no idea what will happen to me in poly. especially liting. she is forever the one giving me advice. i feel so bad bothering her with all my stupid problems. but her advice really shook me up my senses.
i wanna do well in the other projects now. no more slacking. no more time to go out. i shall chiong for this whole sem. i wanna get at least a C+ or higher for every module. it is tough. but i will try my best. tell me i can do it..

jazz it up baby.
11:29 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

WHY YOU SHOULD NOT GO TO A SCHOOL DAMN FREAKING FAR AWAY FROM UR HOUSE!

1. you have to wake up MUCH MUCH earlier than other lucky students.
2. once you wake up late, you are FINISHED
3. ok.. maybe you will hail a cab and head down to school. THEN YOU WILL find your money DEPLETING at a very rapid speed.
4. you can never travel home to have free lunches or dinners.
5. once you are outta the house and you forget to take some impt shit, boy..you are in deep shit.
6. your ass will grow bigger and bigger from all the long journeys.

WHY YOU SHOULD GO TO A SCHOOL DAMN FREAKING FAR AWAY FROM UR HOUSE!

1.you get to have muscles from standing on long journeys on buses.
2. you get to enjoy free aircon on the bus while sleeping.
3. you get to find your center of gravity while balancing on jerky buses.
4. people normally wouldnt want to go to your house.
5. you can whine and people will pity you and allow you to not bring your laptops to school.
6. you dont see the people you dont like in school roaming around your estate.
7. staying sooo far away can be your EXCUSE for being late.



well, the verdict is out! looks like you SHOULD stay in a school far far away.. it's good. (or is it not?)
i just spent a freaking amount of $18.80 on cab fare cos i woke up late today. ho ho ho. it is like $5.80 MORE EXPENSIVE than an MC!??!!

jazz it up baby.
11:29 PM

Monday, July 25, 2005

ok poor little creatures out there.. remember i told u i would post the locvp pictures up once i get it? well, i got some of the pictures.. and it is going to scare the hell outta you. esp. the first one. you dont have to comment. LOL.

jazz it up baby.
12:06 AM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

ARE YOU HORRIFIED?! haha. shhh!! dont spread this ok!! it is TOO YUCKS!
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
11:25 PM

they are all waiting for me to finish my makeup.. haha. i am A BIG SHOT!
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
11:25 PM

SCARY SCARY.. gosh. i cant believe i am putting these pics up..
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
11:24 PM

they were so excited lar!! haha. i am the innocent one ok!!
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
11:24 PM

that is GANGSTER no. 2!! dont mess around ok!
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
11:23 PM

liting is briefing GANGSTER no. 1
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
11:23 PM

LINUS! our camera man.. lol.
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
11:23 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005

omgosh- you have absolutely no idea how happy i am today. even though i am so damn tired!
many things happened in the morning.. those kind of things that WILL piss me off. but i wasnt pissed off at all. honestly. i have no idea why. FIRST of ALL, MR BALDWIN who arranged for the morning breakfast at 7.30 (which means i must wake up at 6.30) MISSED THE ENTIRE BREAKFAST! luckily i have my darlin cheryl there.. who accompanied me through the breakfast. it was good in a way that we get to chat about the old times without the irritating bear. muhahaha! WELL, bitched about a few people with her. heh! back to the old times ya? ohh. did i mention that i carried the freaking books which weigh a ton all the way to AMK? PRAISE ME FOR THE POWERFUL STRENGTH I GOT! lol. (i am so making baldwin feel bad) ANYWAY, i had to rush to school cos i was supposed to do the recording thing for kwang wei. and i reached there about.. ehh. 10.15? guess what, i WAS supposed to be there by 9.30! haha. i felt bad!! but they were ok with it. i doubt they dare to flare their temper. they are all nice nice people!!
Gave ADDISON like 10 missed calls. he was still in slumber land! he finally woke up at like.. 9 plus? haha. he reached around 10.50. so we only had like.. 1 hr to do the recording. haha!! we are sooo dead! actually there are dead. but because we were tired from all the studying and partying last night, he couldnt wake up in time. although i can. =P did the recording.. went to meet carrie darlin while she is doing her editing. watched them eat their lunch. crapped a little in the atrium with ADD and KEESH. proceeded to the library for MOVIE TIME! was supposed to watch MARY POPPINS with ADD. but the stupid tape had problems and the stupid technician guy HUMILIATED me in front of everyone. shall not probe further into it. THIS is the only thing that PISSED me off lar! ADD was a little PISSED too. in the end, we watched lion king. and i cried like shit. haha. i cannot control. cartoons make me cry. esp. walt disney's cartoons. love it to bits!
waited for GLEN to finish his editing and discussion so we could go watch a movie together. *smiles* talked a lot. made quite a long decision on what movie to watch, where to eat.. blah blah. ate cafe cartel and we were interacting and everything.. it was great! watched war of the worlds. great show but somehow i was slow in understanding it and ended up asking GLEN alot of questions which he couldnt answer! i was so irritating but he didnt mind. how nice right? messaged a lil with ADD and GLEN on the way home. GREAT GUYS. =)) we should plan for more of this kinda outing next time. PLAN MORE! and i mean.. ALOT! HEH~!! ohh! ADD brought the camera.. but we didnt get to take pictures. *wails*

jazz it up baby.
12:52 AM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

YAY!! the commons are officially over and i am officially DEAD! i screwed up the entire rubbish lar. except for web design. JUST SHOOT ME IN THE FACE! i am sooo sooo failing my commons.
celebrated LARA's BIRTHDAY today. IT WAS FUN!! we were taking pictures, trying out each other's dishes.. making fun of each other, playing worm smth. haha.. well the entire 13 of us just went crazy lar. the boys were like climbing the bridge and everything. went baker's inn to cut the cake. great cake. great pressie for LARA. everything was great. poly is stressful, but rewarding yea!
have been studying so hard for the commons that my eyebags are getting worse. scary scary me.. my complexion is like SHIT. all the stress pimples and unneccessary oil keeps popping out. i am such an ass..
got to wake up early tmr.. to have breakfast with mr baldwin. see what a nice girl i am.. accompany the poor boy. lol..
I AM TIRED.

jazz it up baby.
12:23 AM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

greeeaat.. today is wednesday already! and my commons are coming sooonn.. and i mean reeeal sooon..hahas.
will be burying myself into the books pretty soon. i just came online to blog. been thinking about some lyrics recently and penned down my thoughts and the melody and everything else. realised i can think only when i am in the bathroom *ahem* bathing. now i understand when people say they ONLY sing in the bathroom. which isnt true for me lar. (i sing everywhere) but the feeling of singing in the bathroom is DIFFERENT!! it is as if u are in a recording studio. there is only you and the mic (showerhead). HAHAH!! damn fun. you can also look into the mirror and try out different poses!! not that i do it all the time.. come on, i bet you do this in the toilet too k!
alright. enough of the toilet thing. editing was great today. the end results were *WOOHOO*!! even the local TV stations cant beat us k?! it was MARVELLOUS! but there was JUST THIS TEENY WEENY PROBLEM that we have to solve! WATCH OUT PPL! THE NEXT BIG THING IS ON!
-sleepy but still have to make time for marketing.. argh!!-
i still have like 2345677643235778 pages to read.

jazz it up baby.
11:27 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

woooooh. spent the whole day studying. actually i woke up around 12 today. was supposed to be in school for web design remedial. but decided to stay at home cos i wasnt feeling well. met mummy for brunch, went to the bank, buy some instant hor fun thing(damn good! must try!!)
came home, tried to do the web design sample test but failed terribly. the stupid laptop is just too slow. and i had to wait ages to just do a simple thing. got so pissed off that i just closed the whole photoshop thing.
had to redo the whole template 1 cos i deleted it and joachim sent the wrong one. studied medisoc and marketing.. ate mangosteen... cook the hor fun..
AHHHH!!! I JUST REALISED HOW BORING MY STUPID LIFE IS!!! i cant think of anything amusing or entertaining at all!!! i am such a boring girl..

jazz it up baby.
7:45 PM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

I DECLARE THAT MY PROJECTS ARE FINALLY SUBMITTED!! ok.maybe only for graph comm. but it is better than nothing lar. oh yaa!! and i just finished filming at around 2am in the morning. and i look like shit now. dark rings, eye bags.. you name it, i have it. HAHAH!! oh yaaa. not to mention pimples too!! and ulcers. arrgghhh.. this is slowly killing me already. i have to survive!!!! tests are coming up. i only have one week to quickly go through everything i had learnt.
oook!! i shall tell you guys about the filming thing. it was damn fun but tiring. the talents we found were good lar! can win oscar award liao lar!! (i was one of the talent too =P) haha!! the NGs were funny lar. there were certain parts where the actors couldnt stop laughing..but most of the time, it is technical or environment's fault. there was one scene where Eva was supposed to hand "Julian" $50, but she kept giving him her entire wallet.. we couldnt stop laughing lar!! haha. damn cute..
the whole experience was just fabulous! it is damn worth it. i just hope the editing turns out well.
got to go school tmr. to return the equipment. in the morning..arrrghh..
i am sooo broke lar. the whole project costs is damn high!!

jazz it up baby.
9:20 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005

HEy!! i am so not feeling well now. having the runs, headache, runny nose. i am in a terrible state. totally terrible. dont talk about this..
EVERYONE PLEASE EMAIL cutestkid@tangerined.com and put the subject title as Paige.
My niece is taking part in the cutestkid contest and all u need is an email account. PLEASE DO HELP ME SPREAD.. her little photo is below. TAKE A LOOK! BUT VOTE FIRST!

jazz it up baby.
10:33 PM

MY DARLIN ANGEL!!
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
10:23 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005

i got BIG news to tell THE WHOLE WORLD. AFTER A LONG LONG 2 MONTHS of not eating other meat except seafood.. I FINALLY DECIDED TO BREAK IT!! i just ate meat today!!! boy was it delicious la! i am feeling so guilty now.. but because of what hafiz said about making own choices in life and everything.. maybe things arent that bad. afterall, i DO eat meat.. i mean i DID ate meat in the past.. right?
argh. CHERIE TER! STOP THINKING ABOUT ALL THESE.. ANYWAYs. just came home not long ago. did my logos in the bowling alley. haha. not bad right? went for some recording studio today to help my friend. i am supposed to be his talent, which i am la. and i dragged addy along.. to be the narrator. haha. it was fun! damn cool! i will be doing it soooon!!! next sem next sem!! CANT WAIT!
Now that my choice for food has widen. i hope everything will turn out fine too.. =) SISTER COMING HOME TMR!! CANT WAIT!! YAY!!!

jazz it up baby.
10:52 PM

i'm in school now using the emac thingy. everything looks so different here! the fonts are not the same.. dont get use to this at all. havin lessons now, but here i am blogging..
got 2 major shock ytd. my cousin was kicked out of superstar! i cant believe how bad the judges were. her singing is good la. damn nice. but they duno how to appreciate. voted for her. (my mum wanted me to vote) but still do her no help at all. she is really really pretty on tv!! well. the other girl, wendy.. i liked her too. her voice is nice too. but oh well, people i like do lose in the end. maybe i should try to like that black girl. lijun i think.. haha!!
my mum told me something real shocking. i was a lil suspicious when she started tearing when she brought up the topic of my late grandfather (damn the channel 8 7pm show) then she started asking me if i have enough money..and even wanted to give me a lump sum of money!! i refused as usual la. then back home, she kept looking for her insurance things. but i shall not say what's wrong.. it is yet to be confirmed. and i really hope it is just a bad scare. not anything serious. i love her too much to lose her.
have been working late nights just for the stupid projects. i have to do radio editing for my friend later too. so many things, so little time. i need a superhero.. make that hero of mine mr T. i need support.. but most importantly.. i need sleep..
will be filming next week. think i wouldnt have enough sleep again la. as usual. but i do hope the production will go smoothly.
oh yea. debate was great. damn professional leh! shall post the pic when i take it from my friends. people say i dress like a little choir girl though..-.-..
guess what. i feel like peeing now.. WAHAHAHHAHAH!! MUHAHAHAHAHH!!

jazz it up baby.
12:39 PM