i am seriously considering bursting into tears.

oh freak life. i cannot handle the stress.

each time i open SPSS, my brain cringes. i can feel it. it's freaky!

newswriting is another arse when you just can't get the main people involved.

*BITES MY LAPTOP*

i should consider getting more sleep.

(am i weird, or are you weird?)

jazz it up baby.
11:06 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

A: i thought...

B: i thought, you think, WHO CONFIRM?

so true. WHO CONFIRM?
stop thinking, predicting, imagining and WAKE UP.

It was a "could-be" thing but you know and i know and EVERYONE knows that it is a "will-never-be" thing.

well, try to understand cos i am still trying to grip with it.

Newswriting FA2 - C+. tell me about it! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM TO GET A C+!

more good news pls!

jazz it up baby.
11:36 PM

seriously, tell me how many Fs can i get?

i think i am already predicting my 3rd F for this sem.

this sem is such a killer. A killer to my brains and a SERIAL KILLER to my self-esteem. My first F came from this sem.

2nd too..

3rd..

4th..

I DONT WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT ALREADY.

i accomplished alot of work today.
- Newswriting (edited stuff)
- TV Prod rough script
- Advertising media plan (a little)
- Spanish PPT
- MM summary and conclusion.

see what time it is now. I LOATHE MCM. =(

jazz it up baby.
1:44 AM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

freak blogger. my second time typing this entry.

Summary of today:

1. HAD ONE MEAL ONLY
2. PACKED THE KITCHEN
3. CHAT BOUT EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN WITH MUMMY.

shifting house in exactly.. 49 days. scarryy.

HOUSE OF WAX IS GRUESOME. WOO LALA

LUCRSSHP (: i like.

jazz it up baby.
11:59 PM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

i'm down with flu. add cough and sore throat into it.

didnt go for shenglong's chalet. =(
all the girls aint going except for the ever so nice cy who volunteered to accompany me. but thank goodness i didnt go. i would have been damn unglam there with my stupid nose running away half the time.

washed the car with mum, sis and lil paige. she created more havoc rather than actually helping us out. the moment we splashed water over soap, she would add more soap. the moment we wipe away the water from the car, she would add more water onto the car. -.- jie had no choice but to get her back up into the house.

dinner with family was great. i missed it so much. mummy dearest was the sweetest. :D

called to say i couldn't work the next day and i guess they were pretty pissed at me. i'm not sure how long i can take it. mummy told me not to work anymore. she couldn't bear to see me getting all tired after work and doing assignments till wee hours. that was real sweet. =D

joachim is going to shave tmr.
Joachim dearie, no worries! you know i will still love you with no hair as much as i love you with your golden black mane. :D sorry i can't be with you tmr but i will try to meet you first thing on monday. LOVES.

jazz it up baby.
11:05 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

The last time i know, NP was supposedly my favourite school.
Now, i am not that sure.

Met up with daddy for his IC on tuesday straight after lectures. Went around and around.
took a bus to bishan, then mrt to sembawang. Walked all the way to my dad's place just to find him missing. Called him and found out that he was all along in bukit panjang. grreeaaat..

took a bus down to woodlands instead to meet him and from there, took a bus all the way from woodlands to amk. mind you, it was from one interchange to the other. i calculated. i travelled 3 hours straight the entire day. just to collect an IC.

went down to liting's house with sam ytd. had fun though it was all project work. dear girl was down with flu so i got her almond longan and ice kachang for her mum. i love her mum to bits lah. so cute. oh, did i mention her bunny is a cheeky one? LOL

met up with ccb for facial today! :D had a great talk over dinner with her. *winks* i still find it a wonder sometimes on how we manage to catch up with each other so fast after a period of like, 5 years? it is called fate ccb. you know and i know. :D

i officially exploded.

(please let me do well for my modules. at least the one i am least confident and the one that i really enjoy. Newswriting and Tv prod.)

jazz it up baby.
10:15 PM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

gimme something newsworthy pls.

anyone! go bang yourself on the wall, car, pond or anything else as long as you are doing it in school and inform me so i can interview you and get a cover page story. just pls do not be dead.

met up with leon and cher. i enjoyed it so much. they never fail to cheer me up. the silly stuff we talked, the silly jokes we make about leon, the pictures we took. LOL. got leon a ipod video case cos he was like damn attracted to it. since his bday is coming, cher and i decided to be nice girls and we bought it on the spot. :D aint we nice?
took a pic of leon flipping a coin in the air and staring at it while it flies up into the air. he looks so funny in that pic!!! request it from cher if you wanna see. LOL. he is so gonna kill me now. durian session was good too. i just dont like the after effect. i think i am going to fall sick.

xian's celebration was a mini one cos 3 of them couldnt make it. we had fun nonetheless. :D shopping & sushi don. we should meet up more often. it's funny how we can still relate and talk about everything in our lives as if we are in the same school, doing the same things. that's what you do with your best friends i guess.

School sucked so badly, i forgot how to enjoy. i'm glad they taught me how again.

PS: i love the way we talked and do stuffs together again sis. it was wonderful. :D I LOVE YOU.

spoiler ***

1. Newswriting: Do a newspaper. i'm in charge of reporting and phototaking.
2. Media management: Business plan
3. Advertising: Sales Promo
4. Tv Prod: Demo show

all in less than a month. stab me with a knife. i hate school. bet you saw this sentence a thousand time in my blog.

well, see more..:
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PERIOD

jazz it up baby.
1:56 AM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Work is T.I.R.I.N.G

First day and boy, am i dead beat.

it wasn't as busy as vientai though. no idea why i am so tired. prolly due to insufficient sleep and bad stamina. LOL.

spanish was fun as usual. :D

i need to get my pencil case back! ASAP. i will die without colour pens in my life. how am i gonna survive newswriting tmr mann. DAMNIT.

jazz it up baby.
12:08 AM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

germany is love! =D

so many more reasons why i love germany now.
i am gonna be their number one supporter mann!

Oliver Kahn, no doubt my favourite goal keeper of all time. With that bulldogish face, OH SO CUUUTTEEE!

Michael Ballack, my love! though he didn't play last night, i still love him. too bad he got an injury or the game would be so much more entertaining.

Bastian Schweinsteiger, the one more reason for me to love germany. he was good last night! young & talented midfielder. YAAAYYY!!

Philipp Lahm & Christoph Metzelder, great defenders for germany! Lahm with his cute hand band and Metzelder with his lovely surname. LOL.

Bernd Schneider, i admire his talent. have no idea why but i only noticed him this world cup and i feel ashamed by it. he is a great player. hopefully, he is playing the next world cup.

Lukas Podolski & Miroslav Klose, AAHHH, super forwards! the way they play is just WOOHOO! Podolski is such a young talent too. best young player if i am not wrong! Klose played a very interesting match. =D simply entertaining.

With so many SUPERB players, how can i not love this team! i love love love love LOVE germany and i don't care what the others say!

Sister's wedding was good. i met nicholas! omg, like what a small world. we are sort of related now. LOL. =D

jazz it up baby.
8:02 PM

Friday, July 07, 2006

Newswriting FA2 after nights of listening to the horrendous voices of the speakers, IT IS ALL OVEEERRRR.

Interview Show it was a BLAST. even though we screwed up a lil at the end, i enjoyed it. :D guests were great, grp mates were wonderful, what more could you ask for?

popped over to cher's hse to attempt some manicure. one thing is for sure, she should NEVER be a manicurist cos she SUCKED at it. LOL! she is gonna kill me now.

tmr is sissy's wedding! gonna pop over to cher's hse again for my hair. Rizza is going to french it nicely :D and i am going to snatch cher's smelly away. MUHAHAHA. i'm feeling evil.

gonna sleep now! ADIOS AMIGOS!

i shall get my FAMILY PHOTO tmr! weee! i am excited!

jazz it up baby.
11:54 PM

newswriting is a killer.

working on monday 6-10
sunday 12-4

so i shld earn bout... $40?

LALA


¿por qué no puedes amarme detrás?

ballack. =X

jazz it up baby.
12:06 AM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

germany lost. =((((((

but i still love ballack.

HIS BIRTHDAY IS THE SAME AS ME. 26th september. i think it is fate.
Only he is older.

Oh ballack ballack, come to sg and meet me pls.

jazz it up baby.
10:15 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

GERMANY, PORTUGAL, ITALY & FRANCE.

is it me, or is my prediction coming true?
miracles do happen. See, Brazil lost to France.
"as long as the game hasn't start, there is still a glimpse of hope for both teams." i said that yesterday to counter a Brazil supporter who said Brazil will CONFIRM get into the semi-finals.
well, it's true.

i shall apply to my semester this year. school sucks. period.

i finally got a house people. :D

and yes, i failed my newswriting. a BIG FAT F on my paper with loads of illegible writings.

my only wish now, LET ME PASS NEWSWRITING. i mean it.

jazz it up baby.
1:27 PM