jazz it up baby.
jazz it up baby.
jazz it up baby.
First attempt. strike two. fine, i know i look retard. YAY!! WE DID IT!!! HURRAYY! short of junyi!! yay!! finally. (: now for the adults. lol they are damn funny. they keep insisting that they are super fat and everything and in the end we re took alot of shots. but i am only gonna post up the best one (: seriously, they look so alike.. it is freaky. but then again. they are sissie and brother. (= there you go! my cheena new yr! jazz it up baby.
so in love with the song "JIA GE WO" by Alex Toh, sweetness in the whole song.
falala. going for my dance course tmr! cant wait to start. i wish for it to be fabuloso!
clubbing session soon. i need to relief my mind, body and soul.
cheryn! upload photos soon ya! i need that pic! HAHAHAHA! you know which one i am referring too! misses! (:
12:10 AM
i realised that in all my past relationships.. i am the one with the problem. the one that caused each relationship to end bitterly. each and everyone of them were so sweet. fihi wrote great, touching poems that always make me blush and smile silly to myself. e1 remembers everything, every event, the exact date and time we did stuffs together. these are all so super sweet. and yet, i found fault with each and everyone of them. intiated a breakup and caused so much friction between myself and them. what exactly am i trying to do..? trying to like spoil every relationship that i could ever have? it is not like i have a lot of suitors. which i dont.. actually.. quite sad.
seriously. it is always me. me me me.
i have this love-hate relationship with my past. somehow.. going through them make me laugh my head off and smile to myself like some kind of perv. but they also make me bawl my head off like a baby. thinking back and regretting what i did in the past. and thinking about what it would be like if i didnt do those stupid silly stuff.
whatever. seriously. SIGHS. i would just have to accept it. really need to find someone to talk to now! arghh. but i just cant bring myself to disturb anyone @ this hr.. over such trival stuff. shall talk to ting dear tmr before movie-ing then.
baaahhh! what a random entry.
back to reading my diary.
2:00 AM
ohh. ash left sg already. sorry to report this like sooo late.. went to see her off and well, i hope everything is doing well for you babe. come back in april and we shall PARTEEHHH! (:
went clubbing recently and though the party totally sucks, cos i only danced for half an hr, the DJ music sucks.. the drinks, needless to say, was damn disappointing and.. well, practically the entire dancefloor was filled with underages (i know i am one too. but hey i am 18 this yr!) BUT BUT BUT! i saw joshua ang! ok, you might think i am star-strucked or smth.. but i really do like him lah! managed to take a pic with him! that was the highlight of the day. cher got wasted. jayden too. and we had to leave.
Paige got admitted to the hopsital. thank goodness she is better now. my pretty lil girl is alright now (: i love her to tiny weeny bits!
i decided to come up with a wish-list! any kind souls who wanna fulfil it for me is most welcomed to! (:
Material things
1. Lancome -Miracle- Perfume.
2. Bikini. (brown and pink or brown with white is nice)
3. Apple Notebook (cos it is lighter and my cousin says it is good)
4. Forever 21 top! $38! white with flowers! get it for me pls!
5. A new hp!! (K750i or better =P)
6. Bag (haven't decide yet. choose for me! )
7. Plain jerseys from topshop of different colour! i alrdy got the pink and brown. (size 10)
8. Yoga Course
9. Erotice Dance Course
10. New TV
Personal Wishes
1. Paige to get well real soon and stop whining
2. Get into the hairshow
3. Get the telemarketing job
4. Get real good results for the rest of my life
5. Get attached! muhahahaa
6. Feel blesses and happy
7. Have a blasting 18th birthday
8. Learn to be patient
9. Able to spend more time with my inner-self (bearr...)
10. Spend each day like it is my last (cliche)
SEEEYYAAAHHHH
11:19 PM
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!
hohoho! (wrong) okay well.. everyone has been updating their blog on their chinese new year earnings and everything.. damn! why do they get so much angbao money?! economy has been real bad for me for the past few years. SIGHS!
ANYWAYYS! took many many pictures with my cousins! first time we took a cousin-ny pic at our mature age!
Xinyi and i
Xinyi , me , Jie

now for the group picturess!


12:45 AM
CHERIEE:)
loves ashley
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WISHLIST:)
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