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Monday, May 30, 2005

ohhh.. someone is complaining that my blog entry is damn short. but it is not that mine is short. is his that is long!!! hahas.

dont really feel like blogging today. but i am still here. i'm dead tired and damn lazy. today is LECTURES day. the entire day is full of lectures. noone is happy about it. only one PARTICULAR PERSON. =X oh well!! haha. but lecture was fun. J.Lo is funny. damn hilarious. choy kok kee is damn imaginative. haha. from one single advertisement to donate money to children. he can describe until so detailed and he will tell you alot of things that u will not notice. haha. funny guy. the last lecture was alright. cos at least i get to copy notes and by doing that, i am kept awake!! there is this guy seating next to me who is real friendly. he is funny too la! i turned to introduce myself and he.. HAHA. like can sense it like that. immediately turn his head to look at me! LOL. he is a nice guy though. but too bad i am not seating next to him in media society. argh. stupid seating plan. hate it.

haha. but today was a great GOSSIP DAY! right joachim? LOL

went J8 with kisha, liting, eva and terrence. (is that how u spell that name?) shopped a lil. i bought a big orange ELEPHANT and a small brown ELEPHANT. ELEPHANTS ARE JUST SOOO CUTE. gonna hug it tonight! =))

rushed home to bring krystal to the dog salon. then i brought silky down for a walk. think he is like so hyper active. so cute. saw this big dog who is so ever friendly. she played with silky. but silky was afraid of her. haha. den she jumped on me. haha. sooo heavy!! mum came back with dinner. watched eye 10. oh ya. jie came home. miss her so much!! but she is only here to take her stuffs. EYE 10 IS FUNNY LOR. there is this guy who looks like pierre png. and he is a ONE BIG JOKER. haha. great show. not a spooky one. but a funny one!!!! more like comedy u see. haha. mummy fetched jie home and i followed. haha. so there i was, clutching to my big orange elephant.. in night dress ( those pasar malam ones) and in a terrible hairstyle.. i walked down and humiliated myself. HAHAHA. but who cares. i didnt see the 5th storey shuai ge. haha.

I AM TIRED. IS THIS ENTRY LONG ENOUGH??!!!! *yawns*

jazz it up baby.
9:23 PM

Sunday, May 29, 2005

eh. how should i start. i'm like running outta words to start a new entry. lol. anyway. pondered over loads of things yesterday and today. well, actually they are the same things i ponder over everyday.

i wonder where i am going in life. what am i going to do in life. sounds boring right? lol. but, yesterday... i suddenly have this stupid thought in my head. I WANT TO GET MARRIED. haha. oh well. i used to like tell all my friends " I DONT WANNA GET MARRIED!! " but.. think i changed my mind. seeing my sis so happily married to my jiefu. how blissful their life is. how nice it would be to go home and see my other half waiting for me. it is just so nice. maybe it is because i have been going back home to a empty house. cold and square-y. i dont mind cooking for my other half. =)) but only if he is willing to help. HAHAHA!

MAN!!! i am only 17 leh!! why am i thinking bout all this stuff. change topic..!!! ehh. went out for lunch today. and i saw this man carrying his baby. he looked at his baby with those soft eyes. and i saw his wife holding another child's hand. so blessed. how sweet. argh!!! i was supposed to change the topic.

ok. erm.. i borrowed some DVDs to watch later. hopefully it will be interesting. studied yesterday so i thought i should relax a lil today. didnt finish reading my POM though. but i am just too lazy.

why cant i just get that picture outta my head? i cannot fall into that pit. i cannot go deeper and deeper.

jazz it up baby.
4:51 PM

Saturday, May 28, 2005

sorry bout the previous entry. think i was damn pissed off. but i am alright now!! so dont worry yea? i will try not to write such an ugly post next time. heh.

and i am usually a very nice girl. (to all those who dont really know me well) I AM A NICE GIRL! muahhahaha!!

jazz it up baby.
3:42 PM

Friday, May 27, 2005

i hate this day. and what day is it again? 27th? remind me next yr and the yr after and after and after.

got lost in tutorial today. the stupid emac thing.

lost my wallet too. but managed to find it. which is good. some kind souls found it and returned it to me. thank godness. may god bless them. they are good people.

stop acting like u are my whoever ok. u are not. u are an intruder. one that i will never accept in the future. what right do you have to shout at me. i dont owe u anything. in fact. u owe me. u caused me to lose alot of things in life. things that money cannot buy. u ruined my family. u ruined my life. u ruined me. get it? now get off my back. i dont wanna see ur stupid face anymore. so what if u are older than me. i still have no respect for u. cos u dont deserve it. stop acting like u are all so good. cos u are not. stop acting in front of my mum. i hate it. it is so fake. and my mum actually believed in u. u took away all the good stuffs in my life. i will never forget what u did. and dont expect me to accept u in my life. in my entire life.

oh yea. i bear grudges. to you and only you. be honoured ok. just try to get outta my life. or maybe. dont try. DO IT!

maybe i just dont get use to my stupid life. i just dont.

jazz it up baby.
10:48 PM

Thursday, May 26, 2005

school was alright today. borrowed the mcm book from the library. agnes is weird. she squeezed a 2hr tutorial to a less than one hr session. how AMAZING. haha. went for our 3 hr break. and we have this dress code thing for tmr.. we must wear smth RED. argh. yes i do have red shirts. but i wasnt plan for red tmr!! haha. but its ok. i shall bond with the class on this.

location video production was.. erm. what should i. i mean how should i describe it? the teacher is cute. haha. yea he is. as in he is bald, short and chubby. so cute! the room was freezing. i nearly froze to death. i had to wear the np pe shirt over me. it was kind of boring. i nearly slept.

caryn and aloysious called me today. but i was dead tired. dont feel like entertaining them. they keep asking me to cont teaching them. but sorry. i dont feel like.

thats all i guess. pretty average day today. oh ya. i think the thingy below is damn accurate. =) but am i self centered? maybe i am just reluctant to get into some ships or smth. errghh..

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

jazz it up baby.
10:49 PM

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

lets see.. i shall summarised what happened to me today.

1. i was late for S&W

2. i chose hip hop as a sport

3. poor liting fell ill

4. went for CATS

5. met new friends!!!

6. CATS LECTURER IS CUTE!!

7. went to SIM to eat

8. knew alot more bout catholics and christianity

9. went bugis with linus, kisha, eva and liting!!

10. BOUGHT A SKIRT!!

went home with sis again. GREAT DAY.

cant wait till tmr! hope everyday will be just great!

jazz it up baby.
9:56 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

first day of school was GREAT. mingled around with my tutorial mates. haha. we were in a very big group. after lecture, we went to the canteen. then we proceeded to the snack shop or smth like that. got to know some of the guys much better. then we went to the library. haha. walked in circles around the whole library. and mind u.. it was a group of more than 10 people. haha. cool or cool. sat down and talked. great bunch of people.

accompanied liting and huiting to configurate their notebooks. the service guy was so funny. think he will remember me as the "body guard" haha. lame guy. after that, we went to S.I.M to meet the rest for lunch before proceeding to our 3 hr tutorial.

played around with photoshop!! I UNDERSTOOD WHAT THE TEACHER TAUGHT! am i great or what. haha. ok maybe is no big deal. but i AM a computer ediot! finished class earlier. queued up for media in society tb. but it was outta stock. how irritating. went to purchase the CATS wb instead. but it was a long long long long long long long long queue. argh.

but overall. school was great. meeting the guys at 7.50am tmr. =))

jazz it up baby.
9:26 PM

Sunday, May 22, 2005

there was supposed to be a 5km up there. but SL didnt take it. wait till i get the other pic frm mao.
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
8:55 PM

went to Big Walk today. woke up at 5.10 in the morning leh! so tiring. and i couldnt sleep well the night before. damnit. anyway, left the house at 5.55am. haha. hoping to reach cp at like 6.10? haha. and guess what!!! THERE IS NO BUS!!! haha. ok. there is.. but it was 25. so i changed 2 buses, hopefully there is a decent mrt for me to take. so joyce and i went to kovan mrt. AND GUESS WHAT AGAIN!!! we had to wait for 32 mins. WTH!! called mao and his dad came down to fetch us instead. haha. sat in his father's lorry. very cooling! my first time. so cool!!

started walking rather late. saw ms ong and some other teachers. we saw Ji Beng too and we actually shouted his name and turned away. haha. evil us. saw sheng long too. and hoho. his friends started making fun of us. oh come on.

walked the whole 10km!!! so cool right?!?!?! then we went to cp for lunch. crapped till 3 plus. all of us were dead tired!! it was fun.

jazz it up baby.
8:46 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

didnt update for a very long time. ok, let me summarise the things i can rmb.

wednesday was my last tuition with the sk family and i felt great. i was actually feeling remorseful at first. but the moment the brother flared his temper, my entire attitude changed. met that stupid baldwin for dinner. ate cafe cartel. waited sooo long for the pizza and it didnt turn out nice at all. i think the free flow of bread tasted much better. haha!!

thursday was baby sitting day! woken up at around 6.30am just to take care of the little princess. went to the market to buy vegetables to cook for her lunch and also my breakfast. spent the next few hours at home, praying that she will doze off soon. but she only dozed off at 12.30. AND WOKE UP AT 1.30!!! and i had to do the same. 1 hr of nap only!! -tired- then i brought her to ah ma's place. stayed there for a few hours cos it was raining. then i went home, bathe her and played with her. so tiring!! carrying a erm. 10 kg(??) baby everywhere i go. train my arms. haha. then my sis came home and finally i could rest!!

went orientation today. my tutorial group is cool! the people are great! but the seniors are scaring us with the demands of the course. argh why must they do that?!!?!? woke up damn early today. plus the walking (around the school) and the sun, i am dead tired. met my advisors, got the timetable, blah blah blah. waited for joyce and proceeded home.

went to meet jie at rm. waited for stupid baldwin to arrive. ate sushi. he was irritating me thoughout the entire dinner. irritating!! heard that?!?? lol. walked all the way from rm to sahfihi's house. tiring. and now here i am. aha. ok. got to bathe and got to go slp soon. I AM TIRED.

jazz it up baby.
12:25 AM

Monday, May 16, 2005

YO!!! haha. i just came home from mediacorp. watched topfun. great! well, there are pros and cons.

1.the keyboard guy is damn cute.

2.the studio was cool

3.the 2 girls that were supposed to teach us the topfun slogan is irritating.

4. mark lee was funny

5. the guests (huang hui, huang wenyong, jeff wang) were hilarious.

6.the studio was cold.

7.the singers were good.

8. the special power people were scary

9. the show ended real late

10. the toilet sucks.

11. the producer is fierce.

saw alot of other artists. like.. joanne peh, audre de cruz ( sorry for my err), the ALAMAK and the TAIWAN ONE!! the one who acted as Xiao An in Zhen Qing. GOD!! he is sooooo CUTE!! but too bad i didnt take a picture of him. BUT HE IS CUTE!! awwww... haha. great experience.

think thats about it. haha. but i think i really do look ugly on tv.. argh.

look at the pictures below!!!

jazz it up baby.
11:39 PM

he is soo nice!!! and tall.. look!! i am one head shorter than him!!
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
11:31 PM

she is pretty!! but.. too much make up! see the black vs white!!
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
11:31 PM

haha!! the keyboard guy is damn cute!! hey! if u(the guy) is seeing this? tag me yea? haha!!!
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
11:28 PM

COOL RIGHT? AWESOME!!
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
11:27 PM

haha!! the 3 stupid faces!! haha. but is damn cool!!!! although the one on the right doesnt look like mark lee.
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
11:27 PM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

ash and i at my house!!
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
5:01 PM

Saturday, May 14, 2005

ash called me EARLY in the morning to ask if she could come over. being a very very very friendly and good natured person, of course i agreed. haha. she came over, but not forgetting the long long walk she had to walk. this sentence sounds funny. (ash!!! correct it pls) haha.

she got bitten by my dog. poor lil THING. ok. maybe she is not lil. haha. and she is not POOR. so.. who cares! haha. looked through my photos and letters. memories!!!

walked all the way to hougang point and to her tuition teacher house. then we walked all the way back to the coffeeshop near my house to have our dinner. then walked all the way back to the bus stop near bowen with her. what a good friend i am right? haha.

ash!! lets meet up again someday!! okok!!??!!!

(my friend and i)

(once)

i wil remember this!! hahas.

jazz it up baby.
9:14 PM

Friday, May 13, 2005

joyce called while i was jogging around my house. haha. met her for lunch after my indoor exercise. then we proceeded to bugis to shop and to collect her laptop. met siying and wenya on the way!! such a conicidence!! went shopping together. crapped alot. as usual. siying bought the most things. haha. i bought a long skirt. haha. finally got a skirt that belongs to me!!

talked to some california gym people.. and found out their package was damn expensive. even though they already made it very cheap.. it was stil too much for me to pay. think i better stick to indoor exercising. haha.

did i mention that some idiot stole my sandals? I AM SO FREAKING MAD! argh. i hate thieves.

jazz it up baby.
11:09 PM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

woke up early to go to gym again.. TIRED!!! zzz.. went to meet wenya for lunch. den went to her house. crapped alot.

went for tuition early today. talked more.. instead of teaching. haha. and to think their exam is tmr!! haha. how nice.

had a major headache. and my da gu called me to add the weight on my head. thanks alot. but i dont think i needed that.

going to np tmr for the cca orientation thing and i am not lookin forward to it.. NOT looking forward. argh.

jazz it up baby.
9:56 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

collected my cca records and O level cert!!! YAY!! hip hip hurray!! haha. went bukit timah to give tuition and rushed back to skss to get my cert. waited very long for smelly chinyee cos she got SPA. was kinda surprised that the minimart uncle still recognise me!! he is just so lovable. HAHA. anyways. went to 225a to give tuition. argh. never ending..

had a terrible headache the whole day. and the sk tuition isnt helpin. once again he threw his tantrum AGAIN. and the reason? i told him to do corrections. WTH. he has no respect for me at all. he had better not treat cy this way when she teach him. i better warn her not to get too close to the boy or he will climb over her head.

met chinyee for dinner at cp. haha. had fun crapping with her. then i did the blind,mute,deaf thingy that ash taught me on her!! haha!! ASH!! IT WORKED!! haha. she was laughing like siao when i finished my masterpiece on her. haha. yea. then we went to breadtalk to buy bread for her uncle and grandma. and we proceeded to the bra sale! COOL!! nice!! gonna get some by this week. haha. u know! yee and me actually saw a bra that writes lunch on one of it's "cup". and it is like tempting us to bite it? ok. i know it is pervertic. but who cares. i actually showed yee the biting action.. haha!! hey yee! i want LUNCH! haha.

gotta go sk for tuition tmr again. boring.....

jazz it up baby.
11:09 PM

YAY!!! got to meet paige again today. she is oh so cute!! haha!! went tuition as usual. got them their stickers. guess they were pretty happy. got to go back to teach xinhui mathematics tmr. then rush down to sk to teach the bro and sister. my bus fare!!! my money!!! *breaks down*

cant wait to get my student card. hate adult fare. stupid S*S. stupid SM*T. as if we s'poreans aren't hard up enough. now they want to increase the fares. i dont understand! while the government is talking about reducing the amount of fumes or soot releasing into the air, and one of the solutions is to reduce the no. of vehicles, they are increasing the public transport fares to discourage people from taking public transport! no sense! no logic!! so much for education. and now the COE is dropping. GO GET CARS PEOPLE!!

oh ya. and not all buses are in good condition. and they expect us to pay more? i wonder if they are just absorbing it or are they really in need of funds to support. we aint rich. well not all of us are. and we have to suffer with this stupid transport fare thingy. in a week, people can spend like $50 in transport! ridiculous!! one week!! WTH.

oh well. i am just doing my usual routine of condeming everything around me!

shall do it next time again! is fun!! HAHA. try it! lameeee...

jazz it up baby.
12:29 AM

Saturday, May 07, 2005

TODAY IS FUN!!! haha. went to look at cars today. chevolet, hyudai *wadever* , toyota , nissan. u name it.. i think we saw it. haha. great!!!! and i am going to get a chevolet badge from the sales guy. it is sooo cool. the cross. kind of looks like the one hospitals use. haha. but is nicer!!

chevolet aveo5 is cool. active red is wow. haha. great car.

oh ya. a stupid housefly committed sucide in my drink today. how irritating. even houseflies find no meaning in life. but i cant blame them. i will kill myself too if i am a ugly, detest-able flying object meant to spread germs. and to hover around rubbish. haha.

acer computer lied to me again. i waited from 9-1 today for the delivery. ok maybe not 9. but i woke up at 11 because of them ok. and they didnt send. got a call from the delivery man at bout 5 plus and he apologised. very well. but my mum is still going to scold the customer service in acer upside down inside out. haha! watch out Acer! you suck!! haha. i regret buying acer laptop already. oh man.

my period is so accurate this month! god!! it should stay this way. heh. argh. stupid back pain is killing me! somebody.. saveeee meee....

and ya. ASH! i AM fickled minded. heh heh..

jazz it up baby.
11:59 PM

HAI.cherie is SO FICKLE MINDED.
nxt time i must fix a quota.
so she has to choose real proper the nxt time.
alright!
shall log out out her account now.
see ya soon cher!
love,ash

jazz it up baby.
11:53 PM

Friday, May 06, 2005

wooooohooo! i am finally slacking at home. haha. but i got to go for tuition soon. in another 1 hr 15mins i shall leave home. haha.

went to bukit timah for tuition ytd. found out the girls' christian names. monic and sarah. haha. cute right?

stayed at their house for like.. till 4.45. cos they were showing me their jewels. haha. those barbie dolls stuffs they have. haha. damn sweet of them.

rushed off to meet ash in orchard. went window shopping. den ash brought me to this place in OG because the ambience was good. but... the food sucks. really. the ambience.. alright.. let me list out the bad stuffs there..

1. it was cold

2.the soup was cold

3. the soup tasted sour

4.the drink was weird

5. ash's french fries were tough

6.it was real cold

think thats bout all. haha. besides all these, the rest was okay. haha. aniwae, we talked and walked alot. like what ash said. haha. talk and walk and talk and walk.

YEA! ASH! U HAVEN SHOW ME THE GUY'S WALKING AND err. forgot liao. haha.

jazz it up baby.
6:54 AM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

just watched LION KING PART duno what. haha. erm.. think is 2. cos simba grew up and set up a family with lana and have a child err.. K-something. HAHA. chim name. great show! lion king never fails to entertain me!!! think there is no more other parts of lion king already. cos the 2 tribes merged as one already. no longer have that stupid evil Scar and his wife around to bother. even their "son" Koufu is with simba. cos he is in love with simba's daughter. haha.
went gym today. fun!! but tiring. exercised for half an hr. den joyce say enough liao. one day cannot exert too much. so we stopped. the bathing room is sooo cool k!! and when i say COOL it means. cold~ haha. thanks to the aircons. the room is sooo huge and there is a steam bath there too! went in with joyce. *winks* u know the attire for steam bath right? haha. joyce had a fright when the steam came out. haha. bathe den went for lunch.
on the bus, i realised my neck hurts alot!!! i cant bend my head backwards. must be the sit-ups i did. should be in the wrong position. so i cant do sit-ups later on already. but at least i did it today in the morning. so should be alright.. went home and sleep before leaving for tuition. had a damit bad day at tuition. Aloysius was throwing his tantrum around. and he started throwing things around. his hw, his books and also the fan. -.- i was so mad!! he gave me attitude and abused caryn. poor caryn could do nth. not even speak. i had to stand up for her. such a abusive brother. is there any association out there that can deal with these kind of brothers?! when i asked caryn why she didnt tell her parents, she said they didnt care. how could i forget that aloysius is their only son. of course they will protect him like siao. shit boys! i scolded him and he became very bu shuang. WADEVER. u think i care? i am not going to teach till next month only. i am only worried bout caryn. well, although aloysius was busy ruinin my day, i actually enjoyed the lesson with caryn today. it was the only time she actually showed me the clever side of her in english. so smart! hope she can score well for her SA1 and show her brother who is the clever one! yea! girl power ~~man~~ woman!! haha.
going for another tuition tmr. wish me lucks. tired!!!! i am so tired!! i got a bed, but cant fall asleep. *use the lonely tune.* haha. lameeeee..

jazz it up baby.
3:27 PM

boo!! i'm back!! back from joyce's house. stayed there for 3 days. had loads of fun!! haha! lim papa and mama so cute you know!! so much cuter den joyce lim herself. HAHA!! aniwae. had home cooked food for those 3 days. lim mama's cooking is soooo good!! best man!! lim papa cooked chilli crab and lim mama cooked curry fish head ytd! so li hai right?! it was DEE LICIOUS! haha. finished fixing a 1000 jigsaw puzzle with joyce.. and her sis la. but her sis did that teeny weeny bit. haha. actually is.. ermm.. not bad la. think got 50 pieces. haha!!
crapped alot with joyce and her sis. it is like back to the good old days when i had so much fun with my jie. lim papa and mama are so caring. love them to bits. they made me feel so welcomed. =)
aniwae, got to meet joyce tmr morning. we are going to the gym!!!! HEH!! finally!! yeah! i'm so excited!

*ash.. sorry to hear bout your teacher. hope you are feeling better now. meet up sometime yea?! love you!!

jazz it up baby.
12:23 PM

Monday, May 02, 2005

just testing. haha. dont i just look like the model? except shorter. -.-
i left my memories here.

jazz it up baby.
11:27 PM