eh. how should i start. i'm like running outta words to start a new entry. lol. anyway. pondered over loads of things yesterday and today. well, actually they are the same things i ponder over everyday.
i wonder where i am going in life. what am i going to do in life. sounds boring right? lol. but, yesterday... i suddenly have this stupid thought in my head. I WANT TO GET MARRIED. haha. oh well. i used to like tell all my friends " I DONT WANNA GET MARRIED!! " but.. think i changed my mind. seeing my sis so happily married to my jiefu. how blissful their life is. how nice it would be to go home and see my other half waiting for me. it is just so nice. maybe it is because i have been going back home to a empty house. cold and square-y. i dont mind cooking for my other half. =)) but only if he is willing to help. HAHAHA!
MAN!!! i am only 17 leh!! why am i thinking bout all this stuff. change topic..!!! ehh. went out for lunch today. and i saw this man carrying his baby. he looked at his baby with those soft eyes. and i saw his wife holding another child's hand. so blessed. how sweet. argh!!! i was supposed to change the topic.
ok. erm.. i borrowed some DVDs to watch later. hopefully it will be interesting. studied yesterday so i thought i should relax a lil today. didnt finish reading my POM though. but i am just too lazy.
why cant i just get that picture outta my head? i cannot fall into that pit. i cannot go deeper and deeper.
jazz it up baby.
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